at a bad time, did I?â
âNo, if thatâs a translation for âAm Iâm writing?â then the answer is that Iâm not. I kicked off early today.â
âGood for you.â
âWhy? Whatâs up?â
âNothing much.â
âDreâ, man, whatâs going on? You have never called me in the middle of the day to say hello.â
âOkay, you got me. I met this chick.â
âAnd you meet women all the time. We both do.â
âThis one is different.â
âThatâs what you said about your last two ex-wives.â
âOh, you got jokes today?â
Xavier chuckled. âIâm just saying. Okay, Dreâ, what makes this woman so special? Educate me.â
âI canât explain it myself, but I get this feeling about her when we talk. Sheâs different.â
âIf you say so, man. Where did you meet her?â
âAt the bar. Iâm taking her out to dinner Sunday, and Iâm really looking forward to it.â
âHmmm.â
âMan, you should see her. Sheâs beautiful, with medium-length brown hair, gorgeous eyes, pretty brown skin, and a gorgeous smile. And she has a body to complement it all off.â
âYou just described a lot of women in Houston.â
âDonât rain on my parade.â
âYou are so serious about this chick you just met a minute ago that youâll get an attitude with me?â Xavier kidded.
âI simply want to see where it will go. Iâm not trying to make her wifey number three, or no shit like that. Like I said, we talked for hours and hours, really connected, and that hasnât happened in quite a while. You know me, man. Twenty minutes after meeting a woman, Iâm ready to take her back to the crib, knock some boots, and then lose her number.â
âI hear you. Just slow your roll, player. Okay? Thatâs all Iâm saying.â
âI will.â
Xavier was silent for a few seconds, as if allowing his advice to sink in.
âIâm listening. I hear you, my brotha,â I volunteered.
If only I had really been listening.
Chapter 13
Xavier
âBabe, Iâve missed you so much. Tell me, did you miss me?â she whispered seductively in my ear as she gently caressed my cheek with her delicate, warm hand. Her touch was light as a feather, and her scent was intoxicating to my senses. She had my head spinning.
âBut no, you had to go and fuck it all up! I hate your ass so much,â she screamed, looking like a raving lunatic as she held the twelve-inch butcher knife high over her head in a threatening gesture.
âNo! No, stop!â I screamed just as the tip of the shiny steel blade penetrated my heart and the first glimmer of blood appeared. I looked on in shock, unable to move.
Then I fell off the sofa, to the carpeted floor below, my piercing screams succeeding in jolting me fully awake. Sweat was pouring off me like I had stepped out of a sauna.
I pulled myself up, rested my back against the sofa, ecstatic to realize it was all a dream. I had fallen asleep and had had one of my crazy nightmares about Pilar. Damn, I couldnât get that chick out of my head. It was like she had a viselike grip on my brain and refused to let go. If anything, she had dug in deeper with her clawlike tendons. I didnât know what was wrong with me. Maybe Dreâ was right. Maybe I did need to seek professional counseling. Maybe I couldnât handle it on my own.
What caused me the most frustration was that she was still out there, and I didnât know where. I hoped and prayed Pilar had moved on with her pathetic life, without me, but I didnât know for sure, and that scared me shitless. I knew it sounded absolutely crazy, but sometimes I could sense her. Iâd turn and look behind me, but of course, she wouldnât be there.
No, I hadnât heard a peep from her since the e-mail she sent me over a year ago.
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