mother, watching thin and forlorn beside her window, weeping for a daughter who wrote no more letters, and would never return. And sometimes she dreamed of Kai, whose dark eyes stared at her from an ice mountainâs blue-white depths, pleading desperately for release.
There was cold comfort to be had from Ritva. When Gerda woke in the dark, shivering and crying out, the robber-girl would mutter a curse and prod her with a sharp elbow, or rap her irritably on the side of the head. But sometimes it was Ritva herself who woke, whimpering and trembling like a frightened animal, in the black depths of the night.
C HAPTER F OURTEEN
T he antlered man stepped out of the dark huddle of the pines. The lower half of his body was hidden in a swirl of ground-mist; his chest and shoulders were covered with a soft white pelt. Under the wide sweep of his horns, his face was wise and gentle. In her dream, Ritva spoke to him in the secret language of the animals. He smiled, and held out his hand to her. Just as their fingers touched, she woke.
And found that it was Gerda, snuggled beside her in their rabbit-skin nest, whose small damp hand gripped hers.
âYou were talking in your sleep,â Gerda said. She propped herself up on one elbow and stared down at Ritva. Her expression was half-curious, half-worried. âWas it in Finnish? I could not understand a word you said.â
âStupid one,â said Ritva, yawning. âHow should I know what language I speak in my sleep?â
âIt must have been Finnish,â said Gerda, with infuriating certainty.
âIt was not ,â said Ritva. âI was talking to my guardian animal.â
Gerdaâs eyes widened. âOh,â she said, caught off guard. âWhat sort of animal?â
âA white elk.â
âI didnât know you had a guardian animal.â
âThereâs a lot you donât know,â said Ritva, unpleasantly.
âDo I have a guardian animal?â
âEverybody does. Even you. I think yours is a little white rabbit with pink eyes.â
âYouâre making fun of me,â said Gerda, offended.
âOf course I am. I like to make fun of you.â
âI know,â said Gerda, her eyes reproachful. âYou tease everybody â me, your mother, Ba. Youâre a mean, cruel girl, and one day God will punish you.â
Ritva gave a howl of laughter. âGod! Which god?â
âWhy, what do you mean? There is only one.â
âOnly one! Well, that canât be much use to anybody. My motherâs people have dozens of gods. There are very little gods, and bigger gods, and great gods like Aijo, the father of shamans; and Baeiâve the Sun-God, and the God of Thunder, and the Old Man of the Winds.â
âAnd where do you find all these gods?â Gerdaâs voice was scornful.
âWhere? They are everywhere. They live in the forest, the river, the hearth fire, in the rocks and bushes â everything has a god in it.â
I suppose she canât help it if she was raised a heathen , Gerda thought. Still, she wondered what their good Pastor Larssen would think of all this. Little gods who lived in rocks and trees, indeed! And how Kai would laugh! âShall we go to church and pray to the benches and the altar-cloths?â she could imagine him saying. âShall we sing a hymn to the door knocker?â
âIf you had been brought up among Christian folk,â said Gerda, âyou would know there is only one God, and he lives in Heaven.â
Ritva sat up in bed. She seized one of Gerdaâs plaits and yanked it so viciously that Gerda gave a shriek of pain. âDonât speak to me of the Christian god,â Ritva hissed. âI know about him. He is the god of the southerners, who rounded up my motherâs ancestors, and murdered their shamans and burned their drums. If you mention him to my mother, she will pull out her skinning knife and slit your
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