speed things up at all?â
I thought round this. âHonestly, David, you can swop drivers if thereâs any lack of confidence in the man at the wheel, but you canât go any faster for having two at the same time.â
âNo, I know that. Iâm only anxious that you should put this over in a big way. If you do youâll be a favourite child so far as Harwell is concerned.â
When heâd rung off I went into the lab and told Stella what Thurston had said. She pursed her lips in a soundless whistle.
âIâll say goodbye to my bed for the next ten days.â
âNo,â I said. âYour partâs finished. If thereâs any panic overtime Iâll do it alone â or with Dawson.â
âDâyou mean youâre taking me off the job?â
âHeavens, no. I want you to keep hard at it till the whistle blows. And that wonât be on Friday week, believe me. I can picture myself spending quite a bit of August in Wales.â
âThen as to staying late â¦â
Our eyes met. âAs to staying late, thatâs my affair. For â reasons that you know, Iâve no ties at present.â
âWhereas I have.â
âWhereas you have. Exacting ones, however pleasant.â
Her blue eyes nickered away. âI donât think you ought to hold my private life against me.â
âI donât hold it against you, but youâre too valuable to be worked to death.â
She took in a slow breath, embarrassed. âThank you. Iâm sure that justifies a rise.â
âIâll give you one.â
âMake it guineas.â She stopped and flushed. â Sorry. But you do see, donât you, that if Iâm here as an employee â as I am â you canât begin to take in all sorts of private pros and cons before you ask me to stay late or do extra work. Besides ⦠I want to do it. I want to see it through.â
I said: âIt means weâve simply got to throw the thing together. We must have a few days for testing here before it goes out.â
âThey know that as well as you,â she said. â I shouldnât worry.â
âNo,â I said. âIâve given up worrying about that.â
I decided to spend this last rush period at the Old Bull at Letherton. Kent, still staying with the Lloyds, seemed fairly quiet, and, although Mrs Lloyd peered at me through her microscopes when I said I hadnât yet heard when Mrs Granville was coming back, she didnât ask any questions. I thought of telling her of Lynnâs key under the geranium so that she could go in and clean up once in a while, but I thought Lynn might come for it sometime and prefer no one to know. The house wouldnât go to pot in a week or so, and I could run over myself every day for the post.
Before I left Greencroft I packed a few things. I had to open her wardrobe, which Iâd not done since she left. The white evening frock sheâd worn at Glyndebourne twisted slightly on its hanger and that perfume came from it. It gave me a nasty turn, a sort of nostalgia, and above all a need to see her and talk to her again. I felt as if Iâd thrown away all the things that mattered in life for the sake of a certain amount of not very important prestige.
On the Sunday, finding my own company suddenly just not to be lived with any longer, I rang Simon Heppelwhite and said could we meet for a drink somewhere. He said he was just leaving for the Criterion where his stage sets for Volpone were going up; but if I liked to meet him there heâd be delighted to see me.
When I got in, Simon was sitting in the stalls dwarfing the producer beside him like a lion beside a badger, while spotlights were being switched on and off a bit of Venetian Gothic. One or two people whom I took to be actors were drifting about in the half-lit auditorium. I shouldnât altogether have been surprised to find Joy Fraser with him,
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