little uneasy, though. It didnât seem right to go shopping, as if everything were normal.
Lorraine got her jacket, and they left. âPity you didnât know we were going shoppingâyou could have asked your dad for money too.â
âNo money for clothes right now,â Zoë said, trying to sound matter-of-fact. âToo many bills.â
âGod, at least a decent pair of pants,â Lorraine said.
âHey, slow down.â
Zoë lessened her pace and took a deep breath. Come on, she told herself, lighten up.
âThereâs nothing wrong with plain old Leviâs,â she said, poking Lorraine, inviting play.
Lorraine grinned, invitation accepted, but when Zoë turned the corner to go to the Center, Lorraine held back.
âNot there,â Lorraine called after her. âLetâs be hedonistic and go to the mall.â She led the way to the bus stop.
âIâve got to be back by seven, though. Iâve got a date with Neil.â
âOh, gross,â Zoë said, teasing her.
Lorraine squealed in outrage right on cue.
They squabbled playfully until the bus came.
They arrived at the mall, their plan of action already mapped out. âNew jeans, a few shirts, and a pair of shoes,â Lorraine had finally decided. She marched Zoë right away to the Jean Jar, then Muggles, through Finders, and on to the Edge. On the way they picked up a couple of oversized, bright sweatshirts, and an expensive cotton shirt emblazoned with one of the new fall designs. It took a lot of trying on, but Lorraine managed to find a pair of pants she liked as well. âToo good for mere mortals,â she gloated, looking at herself in the dressing-room mirror.
At first it seemed remote to Zoë, as if she were an observer from another planet, but Lorraineâs enthusiasm was hard to resist. Despite the occasional hesitation Zoë found she was getting into the spirit of things. âLetâs go to that punk store down the other end,â she said, knowing that would entice her friend.
âI donât know, dahling,â Lorraine gushed. âI already have leopard-skin pants, shoes, shirts, underwear, and sanitary napkins.â
They went anyhow, and laughed with pleasure at the T-shirt designs, and dared each other to buy colored hair-spray. âIt washes out,â Lorraine whispered. âCome on. Youâd look great with a purple streak.â
âNo one wears that anymore,â Zoë said. âIâd rather have a T-shirt that says EAT THE RICH .â She tried not tolaugh too loud and offend the clerks, who all seemed to take their black, spiky selves very seriously.
âHere, Iâll buy you a going-away present,â Lorraine said.
Zoëâs stomach turned over. âIâd rather you didnât.â
âDonât be silly,â Lorraine said. âYou have a choice between the T-shirt or this necklace here.â She pointed to an exquisite little silver crucifix on a deep red ribbon.
How can you talk about it so casually? Zoë thought. You said you didnât want to go, now youâre buying me good-bye presents. How can you change so fast? âIt seems so out of place here,â she said aloud.
âNot if you look at the people working here. Theyâre dripping with them. It all depends on the way you wear it.â
âI like the ribbon, but it seems like a weird combination somehow. My grandmother would have a fit.â
âConsidering she lives in Europe, I doubt if sheâll see it much.â
Lorraine went to the cash register and bought the necklace, plus some green hair-dye for herself. âWhat the hell,â she said. âI can always threaten to show up at a business lunch wearing it, if Dad needs keeping in line.â
Outside she jabbed a camouflage-patterned box at Zoë. âHere.â For once she seemed awkward.
Zoë slipped it into her jacket pocket, blushing.
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