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his hands massaging her ass and his tongue taking inventory of her mouth.
    There was no point in fighting it. It was just sex, after all. At least this time she wasn’t married. She wasn’t breaking any rules. Maybe for once she could simply enjoy herself… maybe .
    He started grasping for the zipper on the back of her sundress, and she stiffened. When he pulled away from her, she closed her eyes and held her breath.
    “Destiny?” His tone was soft and questioning.
    “Hmmm?” She tried to act as if nothing were wrong, but she was stiff as a board, and she knew her nose and forehead were scrunched into her hairline.
    “Destiny.” This time his tone spoke command, and she regrettably opened her eyes and looked at him.
    “Look, baby, you have two kids. I know you aren’t a virgin, so what’s going on here?”
    That was a very good question, one with an answer she wasn’t sure of herself. She wanted to be there with him, yet at the same time, she felt she shouldn’t be.
    She pushed him back and moved farther into the space where the bed was and sat on the edge, feeling rather defeated at this point. Ronan gathered up his sheet around his hips and came and sat beside her. He had the curtains on the sliding glass door pulled back, and moonlight spilled into the otherwise dark room, illuminating enough so one wouldn’t trip on anything, but not enough that she felt exposed to him in any way other than emotionally, and there wasn’t much she could do about that.
    “Destiny, talk to me.” He placed two fingers beneath her chin and turned her head until she faced him.
    “Sex and I…we aren’t on very good terms let’s just say.”
    “No, let’s not just say. Tell me what’s up. I don’t want to hurt you or take advantage of you, and right this minute, I sort of feel like I am. So tell me what the problem is here.”
    She sighed. He was right of course, and this time it was all her fault. She was the one who came to his door in the middle of the night wanting some more of what he’d given her the other day. Since that afternoon, she hadn’t been able to stop thinking of him, and of course since that day, he’d been everywhere but where she seemed to be. It drove her crazy until she finally broke down and showed up here in the middle of the night.
    “I’ve only been with two men. My husband, and Aiden. Aiden was…a mistake. A huge, terrible mistake. I was just so lonely and…God that’s pathetic. That’s what every married woman who cheats on her husband says, I bet.”
    She got up and began to pace across the blue carpet. When she got to the glass door, she turned and looked back at him. Even against the backdrop of a king-size bed, he was a large man.
    “I was lonely. My husband ignored me. He was never home. I was horny.” She slapped her palm to the top of her head. “It’s no excuse! What I did was wrong, and I hurt Oscar, effectively ended my marriage, and if my kids ever found out, oh my God, I’d die. I’d just die !”
    She looked at him, hoping he understood her turmoil, but he looked utterly confused. In fact, he was sort of looking at her as if she’d turned purple. She tucked her hair behind her ears and licked her lips, both a sign of how nervous she was.
    “This is such a big mistake, Ronan. I’m sorry.” She rushed past him, heading for the door, only to have him grab her arm and pull her down into his lap.
    “First of all, while you’re not making a whole lot of sense, this is clearly a big issue for you. And second, are you saying you haven’t been with anyone since your divorce?”
    She stared up at him and nodded, embarrassed and knowing he would know exactly how long that had been since it had been a topic of discussion over the dinner table with Aiden one night.
    “You haven’t had any sex in nine years ?”
    “Well, longer really…and you don’t have to say it like that!” She folded her arms hard across her chest.
    “I’m sorry, sweetheart, you just…it