asphalt square. And the asphalt itself is all rumpled and bumpy, tricky going for the little ones when theyâre playing tag. Still, itâs great to be outside. My feet feel airy and light without winter boots. The wind is icy cold, slices against the bare skin above my knee socks. But I donât care. I toss my head, let the wind pull and tug at my hair. Itâs good to be away from that stuffy classroom.
The April sky is so blue it makes my chest ache. Not a cloud anywhere. Cold sunshine pours down; all the buildings, hills, and trees look incredibly clear and sharp in the distance. What a gorgeous day. I bite into the apple in my hand.
âHowâs your mom doing?â asks Debbie, idly kicking at a stone, sending it bouncing ahead.
âGood, thanks.â Careful, Maureen. âThe doctors still donât know whatâs causing the infection, so sheâll be in hospital awhile yet.â
âWow, thatâs some bad infection sheâs got. Imagine being in isolation all these weeks. She must be some bored. Too bad you canât visit her.â
âYeah, itâs too bad, all right. I really miss her.â At least this much is true. Still, the story of Mom being at St. Clareâs seems to be sticking. Sometimes I almost believe it myself.
âDo you think sheâll be better in time for the dance recital?â Debbie eyes are all concerned behind her granny glasses.
I shake my head. âNo. Dad doesnât think so. But Aunt Kay is going to come instead, so thatâs almost as good.â
Aunt Kay. Where would we be without her? I never thought weâd cope with Mom gone, but somehow we are. Things are different, of course, but itâs really not so bad.
Hereâs the new routine. Each day after school, Beth-Ann and I walk in the other direction from Fatima Academy, away from home. Through Churchill Park, to Aunt Kayâs tiny house on Poplar Avenue. Then I help Beth-Ann with her bit of homework, and keep an eye on Billy and Bobby while Aunt Kay makes dinner, which is not as bad as it seems, either; the twins are not nearly so hyper in their own place. Then Uncle Charlie comes home and we all sit down for dinner together. Uncle Charlieâs so sweet. He always makes me feel like weâre supposed to be there, like Beth-Ann and I are no extra trouble at all. He laughs and tells jokes and everything is always light and fun. Once dinner is over, I help Aunt Kay do the dishes, then start in on my own homework. Around eight-thirty, Dad arrives to pick us up. He has worked all day and gone out to see Mom at the Mental Hospital, so heâs always exhausted. Often heâs irritable and preoccupied, and on those evenings I kind of keep my distance from him. But sometimes heâs actually in a pretty good mood, and those are the evenings heâs got a little news to tell about Mom. Something positive like, âShe laughed at a story I told her,â or âToday we went for a walk outside.â Regardless of his mood, Aunt Kay always has a plate of dinner ready for him, neatly covered with tinfoil, which he eats when he gets home. I mean, how kind is Aunt Kay? She never seems tired or grumpy.
I smile to myself, remember how I used to hate Aunt Kayâs cooking. Somehow, none of that seems so important now. Aunt Kay is smart and always interested in what Iâm doing. More and more, I find myself telling her about upcoming tests Iâm worried about and some of the funny stories from school.
âEarth to Maureen! Are you there?â Debbieâs planted herself in my path and I nearly bump right into her. âHello! Did you hear what I said?â
âOh, sorry . . . â
Debbieâs got an odd look on her face, like sheâs keeping a big secret. âWhatâs going on?â Something is up, I know. âWhat is it?â
âWe-e-ll,â says Debbie. âI was only saying that a certain person thinks another certain
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