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the bakery reached her seconds before she came to the small iron tables outside. Three of the four were taken. She nodded at several of the regulars as the familiar aroma took the edge off her fear.
    The inside of the bakery was gold, orange, and red—walls, café tables, easy chairs, love seats. Deborah had a favorite grouping among the upholstered pieces, which was where she would have normally headed. But people often approached her there. She even got the occasional medical question—
Does this look like poison ivy?
It was the downside of having a local practice. Usually she didn’t mind, but today she didn’t want an audience.
    Half a dozen customers waited in line; another dozen were seated around the shop. Head down lest one of them catch her eye, she continued on through the swinging kitchen door and went straight to Jill’s office. She had barely settled into the desk chair when her sister arrived with a tray. It held three coffees and three SoMa Stickies. “I take it I’m joining you?” Jill asked.
    “Definitely.” Taking a mug, Deborah studied her. Pregnant? With her short blonde hair and freckles, and her cropped orange T-shirt and slim jeans, Jill looked like a child herself. “I can’t picture it,” Deborah said, oddly bewildered. “Are you feeling okay?”
    “Perfect.”
    “Are you excited?”
    “Beyond my wildest dreams.”
    Deborah reached for her hand. “You’ll be an incredible mom.”
    “Then you’re not upset with me?”
    “Of course I’m upset. It won’t be easy being up at night with a crying baby and no one to spell you. You’ll be exhausted, and it’s not like you can call in sick.”
    Jill pulled her hand free. “Why not? Look out there.”
    Deborah didn’t have to look. She was at the bakery often enough to know that there were three people at work behind the front counter, rotating deftly between coffee machines and pastry bins as customers ordered from tall chalkboards that listed additional specialties like SoMa Shots, Smoothies, and Shakes. Two bakers would be in the kitchen until mid-afternoon, producing fresh-from-the-oven batches of everything from muffins to croissants to sticky buns. And then there was Pete, who came to help Jill with lunch.
    Deborah got the message.
    Still her sister said, “I have a great staff that I’ve handpicked and carefully trained. Who do you think was minding the shop when I was going back and forth to the doctor? I
do
have a life, Deborah. It’s not all work.”
    “I didn’t say it was.”
    “And I
love
what I do. I was back there kneading dough a little while ago. SoMa Stickies are
my
recipe. And SoMa Slaw? If you think I don’t get joy making
Mom’s
recipe every day, think again. Honestly, you sound like Dad sometimes. He thinks it’s all drudgery and that I’m alone here. He doesn’t know Skye and Tomas, who get here at three in the morning to bake, or Alice, who takes over at seven. He doesn’t know I have Mia, Keeshan, and Pat. He doesn’t know about Donna and Pete.”
    “He knows, Jill,” Deborah said. “People tell him.”
    “And he can’t say the bakery’s a success? I did good at piano lessons when I was eight, so he decided I should be a concert pianist. I won a prize at the science fair when I was twelve, so he decided I should be a Nobel winner. Being me wasn’t good enough—he always expected something more.” She flattened a hand on her chest. “I want this baby. It’s going to make me happy. Shouldn’t that make Dad happy?”
    They weren’t talking about childbearing, but about the larger issue of parental expectations. Jill might be thirty-four, but she was still Michael Barr’s child. “Tell him you’re pregnant,” Deborah urged, perhaps selfishly, but she hated having to keep this secret too.
    “I will.”
    “Now. Tell him now.”
    By way of response, Jill asked, “Did you know Cal McKenna taught several AP sections?”
    Deborah stared at her sister long enough to see that Jill wasn’t