âBut you donât have to worry about them. Theyâre friendly.â
âGood,â Owen said, with evident relief, as they passed the dining room tableâsheâd set it for five, since her father was snoring away in his roomâand the plates, glasses and silverware sparkled. âI wouldnât want to get scalped or anything.â
âNobodyâs going to scalp you,â Sarah said, with certainty.
Owen pulled back a chair at the kitchen table and sat while she found a vase for the wild orange poppies heâd apparently picked for her. âPapa says this is the frontier,â he announced.
Sarahâs spine tightened briefly at the mention of Charles. She hoped Doc Venable would be back from his evening rounds before he or Wyatt Yarbro arrived. âWeâre quite civilized, actually,â she said, pumping water into a vase at the sink, dunking the stems of the poppies, and setting the whole shooting match in the center of the table.
âDo you live in this great big house all by yourself?â Owen wanted to know. He was small for his age, Sarah noticed, trying her best not to devour the child with her eyes. His feet swung inches above the floor, but he sat up very straight.
âNo,â Sarah said, taking a chair herself. âMy father and I live here together. Isnât your house much bigger than this one?â
Owen allowed that it was, then added, âBut Iâm not there very much. If Iâm not at school, I mostly stay with Grandmama. Sheâs got all sorts of money, but she lives in a town house. That way, she doesnât need so many servants.â
âDo you like staying at your Grandmamaâs town house?â Sarah asked carefully.
âNot much,â Owen said. âYou canât run or make noise or have a dog, because dogs have fleas and they chew things up and make messes.â
Sarah didnât know whether to laugh or cry. âWould you like to have a dog?â
âMore than anything, except maybe a pony,â Owen answered.
âDo you like school?â A thousand other questions still pounded in Sarahâs mind, but it wouldnât be appropriate to ask them.
âItâs lonesome,â Owen said. âEspecially at Christmas.â
Sarah stomach clenched, but she allowed none of what she felt to show in her face. âYou stay at school over Christmas?â
âMy mother doesnât like me very much,â Owen confided. âAnd Grandmama always goes to stay with friends in the south of France when the weather starts getting cold.â
âSurely your mother loves you,â Sarah managed.
âNo,â Owen insisted, shaking his head. âShe says Iâm a bastard.â
Sarah closed her eyes briefly, struggling with a tangle of emotionsâanger, frustration, sorrow, and the most poignant yearning. So Marjory Langstreet did blame Owen for her husbandâs indiscretions, as sheâd always feared she might.
âMy brothers arenât bastards,â Owen went on, taking no apparent notice of Sarahâs reaction.
âDo you get along with them?â she asked, after biting her lower lip for a few moments, lest she say straight out what she thought of Marjory and all the rest of the Langstreets. âYour brothers, I mean?â
âTheyâre old,â Owen replied. âProbably as old as you.â
Sarah chuckled. âMy goodness,â she said. âThey must be doddering.â
âWhatâs doddering?â
Just then, her father appeared on the rear stairway leading down into the kitchen, clad in a smoking jacket and the military trousers Sarah had hidden earlier. His feet were bare, and his white hair stood out all around his head. Heâd forgotten his spectacles, and he peered at Owen.
âDoddering,â he said, âis what I am. An old fool who canât get around without somebody to hold him up.â
âPapa,â Sarah
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