age she wasnât in any shape to go around collecting rents from house to house. They had a fit of laughing, forgot the discussion, and began to dream up scenarios. Could Mrs. Blomberg have seen Marx, Lenin, and Trotsky? Could she be on her way to the police station? Would the garage be raided that night? They had told her they were renting the garage as the headquarters for a chess club, and about the only thing the old lady wouldnât see in her quick visit was a chessboard or a pawn. But the police never came, so Mrs. Blomberg must have noticed nothing suspicious.
âUnless this lieutenant of yours who wants to start a revolution is an outcome of that visit,â said Medardo. âInstead of raiding us, infiltrating us.â
âAfter all these months?â Mayta demurred, afraid to reopen a discussion that would keep him from his cigarette. âWeâll know soon enough. Ten minutes have gone by. Shall we go?â
âWeâll have to find out why Pallardi and Carlos didnât come,â said Jacinto.
âCarlos was the only one of the seven who led a normal life,â Moisés says. âA contractor, he owned a brickworks. He paid the garage rent, the printer, and he paid for the handbills. We all chipped in, but our contributions were nothing. His wife wished weâd drop dead.â
âAnd Mayta? At France-Presse he couldnât have earned much.â
âAnd he spent half his salary or more on the party,â Moisés adds. âHis wife hated us, too, of course.â
âMayta had a wife?â
âMayta was married as legally as can be.â Moisés laughs. âBut not for long. To a woman named Adelaidaâshe worked in a bank. A real cutie. Something we never understood. You didnât know Mayta was married?â
I knew nothing about it. They left together and locked the garage door. At the corner store they stopped off so Mayta could buy a pack of Incas. He offered them to Jacinto and Medardo and lit up his own so hastily he actually burned his fingers. Heading toward Avenida Alfonso Ugarte, he took several deep drags, half closing his eyes, enjoying to the fullest the pleasure of inhaling and exhaling those diminutive clouds of smoke that faded into the night.
âI know why I canât stop thinking about the lieutenantâs face,â he thought aloud.
âThat soldier boyâs made us lose a lot of time,â complained Medardo. âThree hours, for a second lieutenant!â
Mayta went on as if he hadnât heard a word: âItâs either because heâs ignorant or because heâs inexperienced, or who knows whyâhe was talking about the revolution the way we never talked.â
âDonât use dem big words witâ me, sir, ahâs jus a worker, not uh intelleftual,â mocked Jacinto.
It was a joke he made so often that Mayta had begun to wonder if in fact Comrade Jacinto didnât envy the intelleftuals he said he respected so little. At that moment, the three of them had to hug the wall to keep from being run over by a crowded bus that came sliding over the sidewalk.
âHe talked with humor, joyfully,â added Mayta. âAs if he were talking about something healthy and beautiful. Weâve lost that kind of enthusiasm.â
âYou mean weâve gotten old,â joked Jacinto. âMaybe you have, but Iâm still growing.â
But Mayta wasnât in the mood for jokes and went on speaking anxiously, hastily: âWeâre too wound up in theory, too serious, too politicizing. I donât know⦠Listening to that kid spout off about the socialist revolution made me envy him. Being involved in the struggle for so long hardens you, sure, but itâs bad to lose your illusions. Itâs bad that the methods we use make us forget our goals, comrades.â
Did they understand what he wanted to tell them? He felt he was getting upset and changed the subject.
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