Pain crowded out the shock on her face. Her mouth opened and closed, but no other sound emerged.
âJenn?â The irritating form of her name shielded him. Pissed him off. âWhatââ
âIâ¦I stopped by to see if I could helpââ
âNitpick is more like it,â a craggy voice grumped from behind her. Unsteady footsteps shuffled toward the door. âYears of no one giving a damn what goes on in this house, now itâs like a parade traipsing through here.â
Neal braced himself, locking onto Jennâs stare to keep his feet planted on the porch, instead of beating a path back to his car. Dread was too tame a wordfor the half-anxious, half-nauseous queasiness flooding his system as the door was yanked from her grasp and flung wide.
âWho theââ His fatherâs tirade froze in midsentence when he caught sight of Neal.
Neal couldnât believe the man standing in front of him was his father. Unkempt beard, bloodshot eyes. The wasted pallor of someone whoâd been bingeing on whatever vice drove him to not giving a shit the fastest.
âYou son of a bitch,â his father spat out. Then the man squinted an accusing glare at the stunned woman wringing her hands between them. âYou littleââ
âJenn has nothing to do with me being here.â It made no sense that Nathan would think she had, but rushing to Jennâs defense was as instinctive as breathing in the impossibly fresh scent of her hair, taking her essence into his lungs when what he craved was to have her back in his empty arms.
He reached toward her, wondering if some truly lost part of his mind had conjured her up. When she edged out of his grasp, he yanked his hand back, disgusted with himself.
Get a grip! Youâre scaring her to death.
âI had no idea Jenn still lived in Rivermist,â he said. Keep looking at the old man . âLet alone that sheâd be⦠Exactly what is she doing here?â
âDriving me crazy, with all her harping, thatâs what sheâs doing. You here to take a crack at whatâs left?â
Jennâs shoulders straightened as she built up steam to respond. Neal braced himself for another blast of her sweet voice. He finally looked her way again, forcing down his need for her. Forcing his ânothing gets inâ expression to stay put.
Her eyes filled with tears, striking him even harder than her voice had. She shoved her hands into the pockets of well-worn, lovingly fitted jeans, stared at the ground for a beat, then glanced back up with a broken smile.
God, that smile.
âI should be going,â she said as she escaped back down the shadowy hallway, toward the kitchen heâd once eaten in every morning. Her absence made it both possible and painful to breathe again.
âYou got somethinâ to say?â his father demanded. ââCause Iâve had just about enough ofââ
âBuford called me.â Neal refocused on his one and only reason for being there. âYou look like hell, and the manâs worried.â
Why bother with pleasantries? Whatever this moment was going to be, heâd known a warm reunion wasnât on the menu.
âYou volunteering to babysit, too?â His father straightened to his full height for the first time, a good inch taller than Neal. He raised a shaking handto push at the slimy hair falling into his eyes. The man smelled like a three-day binge. âYou ready to give me your version of how much I got to live for?â
Nathan braced a shoulder on the doorjamb and winced against what looked like a whopper of a hangover.
Or was it?
How much I got to live forâ¦
Neal looked to where Jenn had disappeared. Replayed the disjointed conversation spoken around him in the last few minutes.
She had been helping his father out around the house, but from the looks of the dust and cobwebs coating everything in sight, not for terribly long. And
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