that, but the words arenât coming. Coffee is one of the worldâs most powerful catalysts. Conversations happen over coffee. Hospitality happens over coffee. Letâs face it: life happens over coffee. Itâs the perfect tool to reach peopleâespecially here. Jesus met people where they were, as they were. I want to show people that Jesus. While we canât always show people that Jesus in a church, I believe we can show people that Jesus at Higher Grounds. Think about it: very few people might jump at the question, âCan I talk to you about Jesus?â but almost everyone will say yes to âCan I buy you a cup of coffee and talk?â
My lifeâs passion is to set a warm, welcoming stage for conversations that lead people toward a deeper faith. If that sounds like a mission statement, it is. Thatâs my company mission statement for Higher Grounds, and it fires me up faster than a triple shot of the worldâs best espresso.
âIf you donât do this thing you think God wants you to do, do you think you canât be happy?â
Believe it or not, that about sums it up. âWell, yeah, I suppose thatâs it. Iâve been such a noncommittal basket case. Iâve held a dozen different jobs since college. I liked them all, but I didnât really care about the work. Now, I canât stop thinking about the work, everything up to now feels like itâs led up to doing this. I know itâs what God wants for me.â
Diane leans in. âWhat if what God wants for you is to meet Will? Have you ever considered that Higher Grounds might just be His way of introducing you?â
A scarier thought could not exist. âNo, Itâs not like that. It canât be like that.â
âWhy?â
I sit down on the stool and hold my head in my hands. Why indeed? âBecause Higher Grounds isâ¦is me. Itâs who Iâm supposed to be, what Iâm supposed to do. I know that. Finally. I wonât ever stop knowing it. And itâs nothing at all like who Will is and what Will does. Heâs in a whole other world over there. A world that doesnât mix with my world over here. I donât want to end up thinking âWhat if?â thirty years from now, wondering if I gave up my world to fit into his. I need to reach for this. I watched my dad come home from work at this ordinary job when he wanted to be a sculptor. He dreamed of being a sculptor, not an insurance agent. And he could haveâthatâs the thing. Heâs so talented. He could have done such amazing things. But he fell in love with Mom and then boom! âmarried with five kids to support.â I throw the knee socks into a box and reach for a new pile of clothes to sort. âI know heâs happy. Heâd tell you heâs happy. Butâ¦â
âBut what?â
âBut if he walks past a sculpture garden or if he looks at a statue, you just see it in his eyes. The âWhat if?â He settled. Not in a bad way, I suppose, but settledjust the same.â I look up at Diane. âI just donât think I can do that. Settle. Iâd never really be happy.â
âWhat if, instead of settling, you got the best of both worlds? Willâs some kind of business expert, right?â
âSo he tells us every time he hands out new homework.â
âWhat if Will Grey is just what you need? Personally and professionally?â
I give Diane my best âmind your own business stareâ and push a pile of unsorted clothes across the table at her. âIâm telling you, the last thing I need is another personal dose of William Grey in all this Thirdness.â
Chapter Ten
Attack of the âAntiâ
T his is all his fault, I tell you.
Donât think for a second that I had any other choice in the matter. Itâs his silly assignment that got us into this ridiculous argument and, honestly, I didnât think itâd turn out quite
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