the toad in my pond any day.â
As quickly as family courtesy will allow, I gather up my stuff and head for the door. As sheâs letting me out, Cathy drops the all-too-intuitive-big-sister bomb. âMags,â she says, catching my elbow.
âYes?â
âDonât pretend you hate it so much. Itâs nice having someone watch over you.â
I gape at her for a stunned moment, mumble goodbye and take her front stairs at a run.
I hate big families. Too many people who are way too familiar with you.
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Later that night, Diane stares at me over a large purple sweatshirt. âYou really told him off like that? Was that a smart idea? Given who he is and all?â
I tie a pair of knee socks together in a vigorousknot. âI donât know what came over me. Suddenly, I was soâ¦I donât know, agitatedâ¦that it just sort of jumped out of me. I hate it when people coddle me. He was just the last straw of coddling in a very suffocating week. I apologizedâ¦twiceâ¦but I donât know.â
âWell, mouthing off at your loan officer sounds like good business practice to me. And really, I just hate it when a man gets honorable and defends you. The nerve. â
I launch into a full five seconds of âYou got it sister,â before I realize she is being totally sarcastic. I stare her down. âFine, Diane, you go after him. People get hurt playing rugby all the time, Iâm told. Go watch a game, catch something with your own face and Iâm sure youâll have a serious relationship before your wound even scabs over.â
âI canât.â
Oh, I do not like the way she said that. âAnd why not?â
âBecause you like him. And Iâm too good a friend for that.â
âI do not. â Too much emphasis. We both instantly know it to be an outright lie. With one look, Diane reminds me that in the six years Iâve known her, Iâve never been able to keep anything from her. Itâs why sheâs the only person on the planet who knows my coffee-bar plans.
The only person except for Will, of course. Can I run away now, please? Be a missionary on a shade-grown organic coffee plantation somewhere in the southern hemisphere?
âWell,â I relent under Dianeâs truth-extracting stare. âI canât. Like him, that is.â
âAnd why canât you like him? Heâs got a list of very likeable qualities.â
Of course, if youâre Diane, single and male is as long a list as you need. Letâs just say that while Diane is a fine and compassionate Christian, sheâs way too fond of the male population. Being as cute as she is just feeds the impulse. Donât get me wrong: Dianeâs not promiscuous or anything, itâs just that she seems to like every single guy she meets. Every guy. Any single guy. You get my drift.
âOh, for starters, heâs my loan officer. Heâs stuffy and formal and proper. Heâs rigid and foreign andâ¦â
âAnd you like him and itâs making you nuts.â Diane jabs a finger at me, her hair swinging with all that emphatic pointing. âWhat? You think the phrase opposites attract popped out of thin air?â
âItâs a bad idea. A whopping bad idea. If I want to get this coffee bar open, he and I canât happen. And thatâs only one of about sixty reasons I can think of why not to get things started with Will Grey. He could have only asked me to say grace because he read about my Christianity on my loan application. Allowing grace over dinner doesnât make him a man of genuine faith. Why are we even discussing this anyway? Itâs not worth discussing.â
Diane puts a final sweatshirt into a box and closes the lid. âOkay, Maggie, why do you want to open this coffee bar, anyway?â
Start with the easy questions, why donât you? âBecause I need to.â Itâs so much more complicated than
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