Then he turned the taps on, and leant with his hands flat against the sink and watched the water rise. He squirted some detergent into the sink, picked a dirty wineglass from the draining board, and began, slowly, methodically, to wash up. Then he dried everything and put it away. He made hardly any sound from start to finish and it was only when he went to hang the cloth to dry that he noticed his mother by the stove.
She sat on a kitchen chair, gazing at the closed firedoor. One hand gripped the towel rail, her wrist flexed as if she was trying to unscrew the rail, but her fingers slipped on the bright steel.
âHello, Mam,â said Gwyn. âDidnât see you there. Shall I light another lamp?â
âNo, boy,â said Nancy. âLeave it.â
âNot like our own fire at Aber,â said Gwyn. âIs it, Mam?â
âI should never have come,â said Nancy. âI shouldnât have come. Itâs not right. Never go back, boy. Never go back.â
âWhatâs the matter, Mam? Got a bad head?â said Gwyn. He could not see her eyes, but he heard the rasp of her breath that was as close as she ever came to tears.
âIf there was justice in Heaven,â said Nancy.
Gwyn put his arm round his motherâs shoulder.
âWhatâs wrong, Mam?â
âI shouldnât have come.â
âThen why did we?â said Gwyn. âHow did they find our address?â
âHe gave it her. Then she wrote.â
âWe still neednât have come.â
âItâs good money, boy,â said Nancy. âBut I should never have listened to her soft soap.â
âWho had our address?â said Gwyn.
âThat idiot outside.â
âHuw? Why should he have it?â
Nancyâs hand worked on the rail.
âMam,â said Gwyn. âListen, Mam. We got to talk about it.â
âThere isnât nothing to talk about.â
âYes there is. Listen, Mam: just once. Please.â
âI told you not to have anything to do with him. I mean it.â
âMam: just listen â Please, Mam!â
Nancy was silent.
âYou told me so much about the valley,â said Gwyn, âit was like coming home. All my life Iâve known this place better than Aber. Mam, I even know who people are when I see them, you described them that good! So why didnât I know about Huw Halfbacon?â
âHe donât count,â said Nancy.
âYes he does,â said Gwyn. âPeople in the valley donât call him a fool. Heâs important. Why havenât you told me?â
âWho you been listening to?â said Nancy. âYou been talking behind my back, have you?â
âNo, Mam,â said Gwyn.
âYou on their side, are you?â said Nancy. âGiving my character!â
âMam!â
Gwyn was standing by the kitchen table. Nancy was sitting on the chair. She had not looked away from the door of the stove since Gwyn had first spoken to her, but now both hands were on the rail.
âMam. I got to know about Huw. And them plates.â
âIâm telling you, boy,â said Nancy. Her voice was slow. âIf you says another word to that old fool, or if you says another word about it to me or anyone else, I walk out of this house, and you leave that school. No more for you: you start behind the counter at the Co-op.â
âYou canât do that,â said Gwyn.
âIâm telling you, boy.â
âYou canât.â
âItâs bad enough having to bow and scrape before them in there,â said Nancy. âIâll not stand it from my own flesh and blood. Iâve not slaved all these years in Aber so you can look down your nose at me like one of them.â
âIâm a Premium Bond on legs, is that it?â said Gwyn.
Nancy went to the kitchen dresser and fumbled in one of the cupboards. âIâm telling you, boy. â Where you off
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