âI know everyone hates estate agents, but youâve taken it to a whole new level. What you havenât done is considered the why.
Why
would some evil genius estate agent, sitting in his office in Cambridge, want to include an elusive dead woman complete with own pool of blood on the virtual tour of a house heâs trying to sell? Is it, what, a daring new marketing technique? Maybe you should see which agent the house is on with, ring up and ask them.â
âNo,â I say, feeling calmer as he loses his cool. âItâs the police who ought to do that.â I wonât let him turn this into something to be laughed at.
âYou say she was murdered. Most murderers want to cover up what theyâve done, not broadcast it via one of the countryâs most popular websites.â
âIâm aware of that, Kit. I also know what I saw.â I need to ask him something, but every question I ask is another opportunity for him to lie. âWhy didnât you tell him?â
âTell him?â
âSam. That I was obsessed with 11 Bentley Grove long before last night. The whole story.â
Kit looks caught out. âWhy didnât
you
tell him? I assumedyou didnât want him to know, becauseâ¦â He stops himself, looks away.
âBecause?â
âYou know damn well why! If Iâd told him whatâs been going on since January, he wouldnât have given your dead woman the time of day â heâd have assumed the vanishing body was a figment of your imagination, just like the rest of itâs a figment of your imagination!â
âWould he? Mightnât he have assumed the opposite â that something must be going on, something involving 11 Bentley Grove and you?â I wasnât willing to take the risk; perhaps Kit wasnât either.
His eyes fill with tears. âI canât take much more of this, Con. I keep telling you, and you donât listen.â He falls into a chair, rubs his temples with his fingers. He looks so much older than he did six months ago. His face has new lines; thereâs more grey in his hair; his eyes are duller. Have I done that to him? The alternatives are too horrible to contemplate: either heâs the kind, funny, loyal, honourable man I fell in love with and Iâm slowly but surely destroying him, or heâs a stranger who has been wearing a disguise for months, maybe years â a stranger who will eventually destroy me.
âI love you, Con,â he says in a hollow voice. I start to cry. His love for me is his most effective weapon. âI always will, even if you succeed in driving me out of this house and out of your life. Thatâs why I didnât tellâ â he gestures towards upstairs â âthe whole story. If you want the police to take you seriously, if you want them to go to 11 Bentley Grove and check thereâs no dead woman lying on the carpet, then, however crazy it is, thatâs what I want too. I want you to feel better.â
âI know,â I say, numb inside. I donât know what I know any more.
âDo you have any idea how hard it is, living under a cloud of suspicion when youâve done nothing wrong? You think I donât know what youâre thinking? âKitâs a computer geek. Maybe he can make a body appear and disappear in a matter of seconds. Maybe he killed the body himself.ââ
âI donât think that!â I sob.
Because I didnât let myself go that far
. âI hate being suspicious of you, I
hate
it. If 11 Bentley Grove was anywhere but Cambridgeâ¦â
Sam K is back, standing in the doorway. How much has he overheard? âIâll tell you what Iâll do,â he says. âIâm going to speak to Cambridge police myself. Theyâre more likely to pay attention if I make the initial contact.â
My heart jolts. âDid youâ¦?â I point upwards, towards our
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