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what she actually threw (as well as the Christmas presents he had shown up with), straight through the windows of the confectioner’s and tobacconist’s corner shop that he owned and my mother ran, were several glass jars of sweets from the shelves behind the counter, some clothes and shoes, two ashtrays and a lighter, a radio, a suitcase, a set of hairbrushes, and a collection of cigarette cards in a biscuit tin. If she could have lifted the cash register, that would have gone, too.
    The part I don’t remember is before. He must have turned up very late; the shop was long since shut and my grandmother and I had gone to bed. I remember my intention to stay awake to see Santa Claus. I remember staring at my bedroom door but I don’t remember seeing it open. Would I, sleepily, in the dark, have mistaken one for the other? Would I have not known the wondrous, real Santa Claus from my great-uncle with his nicotine breath and damp lips, guiding my hand and whispering that maybe he had a sweetie for a good little girl in his pocket?
    I don’t remember anything until I heard weeping and shouting and the stumbling of feet on the stairs. My room on the top floor had only a skylight facing the back so I scrambled out of bed and raced down to the window of the sitting room directly over the shop, overlooking the empty pavement. More snow had fallen. The surrounding buildings were dark and the crossroads of Coster Street and Station Road were deserted. Below I heard the frantic clang of the shop bell and then my mother and uncle lurched out onto the white street, stage-lit from the open door, their voices ringing off the snow.
    She must have attacked first. Already he had dragged her blouse and sweater off one shoulder and was on the retreat, holding a hand to his nose. She waded after him, arms swinging, screaming
On Christmas bloody Eve!
, and cracked him over one ear. He roared, grabbed her hair, and slapped her, pulling her down, and as she screeched and fell she kicked at him and he fell, too. They staggered to their feet and went at each other again, arms and legs flailing; the elongated blue swords of their shadows clashing twenty feet across the snow and up the walls opposite in crisscross mimicry of the duel. Blood appeared from somewhere—his nose, her lip? not much, a few dark drops spattering the white—and maybe it was the sight of that or fear of where it could end that brought them both to a standstill, panting and soaked and staring at each other as clumps of snow dripped off them. Then from my mother came a long, low wailing that rose in pitch until her voice broke into sobs. She turned back to the shop, slamming the door.
    I heard her thump up the stairs, and I hid behind the settee while she rampaged around grabbing everything that she recognized as his. Then she clumped back down, and I had taken up my position at the window again just as she flung first the radio and the sweet jars, followed by all the rest of the stuff, including the Christmas presents, straight through the front windows of the shop. My uncle stood swaying in the road as objects and spears of glass crash-landed around him. She managed to throw the things quite a distance but she didn’t manage to hit him, perhaps because she was drunk.
    As was he. He didn’t
walk
out any more than she threw him. In the end he could only stagger away, whimpering excuses back at her, his feet kicking up more snow. It took him a few minutes to collect what he could in his arms and navigate his way up Station Road toward the alley and the footbridge over the railway, and after he had gone, all that remained besides the marks of the brawl—the dropped belongings, the broken glass, and the wrecked parcels—were the ragged, despoiling traces of his zigzag progress up the street, a hundred slips and skids and falls imprinted on the snow. That’s my memory of it.
    I watched all this standing in my pajamas on the settee, peering over the back of it through the