that to my advantage?â âI would.â No doubt. âIâm not you.â âYou used your inside knowledge to pitch your submission straight to our operational priorities.â âI could have gleaned any of that information from your annual report. What youâre suggesting isâ¦â âIs what?â âImmoral.â âWhatâs moral about business?â God, sheâd found that cynical little snort quite sexy the night of her party. âIn your world, maybe nothing. But in my world I have this little thing called values.â âPlease. Youâre not trying to suggest you werenât hoping your professional relationships with your fellow panel members would have boosted you across the line.â âThe operative word there is âprofessionalâ.â What she and he had done was personal. Extremely personal. âAnyway, how could I possibly know youâd be on the panel? It wasnât in the appointment letter your office sent out.â His eyes narrowed at the inconvenient truth of that. âWhy were you on the panel, Harry? Youâre normally the final approval before it goes to the board. Why are you doing your own grunt work?â âBecause my previous panel chair left thecompany rather suddenly and with no notice.â Criticism saturated his words. âYour previous panel chair had nearly three months of accrued leave to serve out.â Leave pay that still hadnât come through since HR were dragging their feet on finalising her cessation. Probably thanks to him. âBut donât avoid the question.â He shrugged, but his eyes didnât quite meet hers. âIf you want something done rightâ¦â It could have been anger flooding in or the liftâs sudden deceleration as it approached the ground floor that weakened Izzyâs legs but, either way, she had to grip the ornate handrail behind her. âCharming. Iâm not even on your staff anymore and youâre still finding ways of suggesting Iâm incompetent.â âI donât think youâre incompetent in all areas.â The charm sleazed out of him. But as her fury escalated something about his lack of direct gaze struck her. He was lying. So she pushed harder, right there. âYouâre getting dangerously close to a statement I could use against you.â âYou wouldnât, not now youâve got what you wanted.â Again with the assumption that this was all strategy on her part. The lift doors began to open so she pressed the doorâs close button and kept her finger down hard. Blank eyes found hers. âFor the record, I approached Broadmore because I knew your system and your priorities and, yes, because I hoped that the people Iâd worked with on the panel would help the trust get across the line. But not because I expected favours, simply because I knew Darcy and Kevin were open to new ideas and a persuasive, professional presentation. I had no idea youâd be on that panel and I certainly had no intention of using either my past employment or our briefâ¦whateverâ¦to boost my chances. In fact, Iâve been trying hard to put both behind me.â âMaybe itâs worth fifty grand to me to do the same.â She stood taller. Past the ache his words caused. âMaybe I no longer want your fifty grand,â she risked, hoping like hell he didnât take her up on it. That wasnât toy money she was playing with. Fifty thousand pounds was future-changing for the trust. âIf it comes with the constant requirement to genuflect.â âAh, Dean,â he purred. âAlways such a team player.â Was he kidding? âPot kettle black, Mitchell.â âIâm sure the otter people wouldnât be thrilled to hear youâre trying to return their funding.â Okay, enough of this. âYour reasons for shortlisting and approving