like that.â
Even though the road twists and curves like crazy, Jeff rested his palms loosely on the steering wheel. I saw that his fingernails were trimmed neat and tight. All during high school, heâd had a bad habit of biting at them when he was nervous.
Jeff honked twice and waved as we neared three backpackers walking on the side of the road. I guess he was assuming he knew them. But as we passed, they turned their heads and we saw they were strangers. I wondered why they were in Paradise, on foot.
âSo what happened to all your hair?â I asked. âYou lose a bet or something?â
He ran a hand over his crew cut. âCoach talked a few of us into an off-season tournament in May. We buzzed our heads to show solidarity, or something like that. Itâs comfortable for the summer, but come fall Iâm going to let it grow out again.â
âYou should keep it,â I said. âIt looks nice.â Then I wished I hadnât said something that might sound like a come-on. It was just strange, because Jeff had always been funny about his hair, keeping it long to cover a cauliflower ear he got from all those beatings on the wrestling mat. Now there it was, bumpy and exposed for all the world to see.
âStill running?â he asked.
âAbout every day,â I answered. âPenn Stateâs got a good gym, I guess.â
He smirked. âAbout six. And theyâre crazy nice. Even the crappiest one is better than Paradise Highâs workout room. Itâs funny, though. I snuck in with the football team the other morning, and it was good to get back to those beat-up free weights. Maybe we just like things that are familiar, you know?â
âMaybe so,â I said distractedly. Other than track, high school wasnât something I missed a whole lot.
âYou still heading for Lock Haven come August?â
âThatâs the plan,â I said, but it came out without energy or enthusiasm. I rolled my window down and let the air push against my face. It was good to see Jeff, but our conversation felt forced and awkward. It seemed like both of us were searching for questions just to keep the silence from filling the van.
What I wanted was to tell Jeff I was doing great, that my decision to defer my track scholarship for a year had been the absolute right one, no questions asked. I wanted to say that now I felt like Daniel was safe and when the fall rolled around I could leave for Lock Haven and get on with a life of my own. All this, of course, would have been a lie. âJeff,â I said without thinking, âI need to talk.â
Jeff nodded and turned into the dirt parking lot of Amazing Animals, a roadside zoo that housed a dozen lame exhibitsâan obese porcupine, anxious prairie dogs, a stuffed bison with a missing horn. After fallen pine trees smashed through a retaining wall during the ice storm, Samson the blind bear and a puma had escaped. The puma got hit by a snowplow over on Highway 71, but Samson disappeared forever in that ice storm, like my father. Now and then youâd hear a story about somebody spotting the bear, but he had surely died of starvation long ago.
âKeep driving,â I said. âYou shouldnât keep your dad waiting.â
Jeff shut off the engine. âI heard about Daniel,â he said, staring straight through the windshield. âI shouldâve called you.â
âWell,â I said. âItâs a weird deal.â
âI didnât know if youâd want me to call.â
I understood how he felt, but didnât know what to say back. âSo what did you hear?â
âFor starters, that Daniel walked across the lake last Saturday night when the Abernathys called.â
âYou got to be shitting me.â
âNope,â Jeff said. âI also heard that Mrs. Abernathyâs baby was born dead. Daniel prayed and brought it back to life.â
I thought of Danielâs
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