Dysentery this spring.â
Sarah thought she might
truly
be ill then. Talk of corsets and petticoatswas one thing, but her damaged health was quite anotherâno business of these Virginia men.
âMy poor Sarah,â said Mary.
The pity made her queasy.
Freddy gave her cheek a light smack with his open palm. He lifted his hand to do it again, but she grabbed it with ungloved hand.
âMr. Hill,â she said firmly. âWould you kindly not do that.â
She had completed her mission and so was finished with the charade. She would not stand to have this young man thwacking her as if burping a nursing baby!
Freddy sat her upright while Annie moved the rungs of her skirt so that her legs were not exposed. The guard finally brought a cup of water and hardtack. Her mother fed her the cracker. The dryness choked her, and she reached for the water.
âDrink slowly,â Freddy instructed, his words blowing strands of hair loose over her ears.
âWe had a lighter lunch than usual,â Annie told them.
Another lie. Theyâd eaten nothing. Sarah swallowed hard. The pulpy lump worked its way down sluggishly. Worried itâd hit her stomach like a rock in a cotton gin, she followed Freddyâs instruction, then handed him the empty cup.
âThank you, Iâm fine now,â she insisted and pulled herself up out of Freddyâs embrace. The back of her neck was hot and pinpricked where his breath had been.
âShe needs sustenance,â said her father. âAll of you do. Go with George now.â
âPriscilla, my wife, has a hearty cawl waiting over the fire,â said George. âCorn pones, freshly made. Weâre honored to host you in New Charlestown.â
âVery kind of you,â said Mary. âBut I canât say good-bye just yet. I
canât
.â
âDear,â John said to calm her. âGod has counted the minutes of my life, so you are free of that duty. Besides, Iâd like some time alone to prepare.Jesus Christâs hours in the Garden of Gethsemane were vital to his forbearance.â
No one dared argue with that, though Mary did tremble so fiercely that George took her by the arm to keep her from falling.
Still Mary did not move from Johnâs bedside, until he commanded, âGo, Mary. Donât make me worry after you in my final hours. I will see you in the morning. God bless you and the children.â
At that, Mary collected herself. âGod have mercy on you.â She let go of Georgeâs steady arm and kissed Johnâs forehead. Then, calling meekly for both daughters, she proceeded out of the jail cell without turning back.
Sarah and Annie kissed their father good night as they would have at home. It was easier that wayâto adhere to routine and do what theyâd always done, convince themselves that by virtue of action, the world might set itself right. That in the morning, birds and sunlight would be welcoming visions and not harbingers. That tomorrow was simply tomorrow.
âGood night, Father,â said Sarah. His rough beard scratched her cheek. Sheâd never embraced him without that sting.
âThank you, Sarah,â he replied, and in his words she heard the chimes of Resurrection Day. He would use her map to escape in the night. She wouldâve bet her soul on it.
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A gabled white church stood in the center, its steeple rising like an icicle grown backward. Sarah envisioned the prayers of the townsfolk dripping to heaven. It seemed entirely possible by the way the starlight glinted off the needle point, twinkling bright and causing her gaze to shift heavenward. Maybe all those constellations were towns like this one, with prayers melting
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