livelier than in years.
âNext time I visit itâll be to bring you up to the Highlands,â he told her as they stood in the doorway unsure whether to touch.
âWeâll see.â
This was a major concession. He put one arm around her, gave her a quick squeeze, and left before she could see his eyes filling.
At the station, he called his house. Annie answered. âRobâs here. He told us youâll be back in the morning. Mumâs fine with that. Iâll tell her you called.â She put the phone down.
Instead of being angry at the girlâs decision not to call her mother, he was relieved. He found conversations with the not-quite-finding-the-words Joanne hard but reminded himself, sheâll be fine soon, and thereâs no need to leave her again. Jimmy McPhee can look after himself. He walked across the station concourse. From the loudspeaker came the announcement of his train, and under his breath, as though repeating a prayer, he muttered. âSheâll be fine.â
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The morning air was Highland air, crisp and clear with an undercurrent of what felt like static electricity. McAllister hadnât slept well; the sleeper beds were not built for a man over six feet tall.
He took a taxi. He would normally walk home, but the thought of the steep brae up to his home was daunting, as his back felt as though he was carrying a hundredweight sack of potatoes, not a small overnight bag. Plus the thought of bumping into people who recognized himâthough he often had no idea who they wereâand asking him questions about Joanne, the Gazette, and the price of coal, made a taxi the best, but more cowardly, option.
Arriving at his front gate, he saw the house and garden as a stranger might. Or a man returning from a long journey abroad, or a war. He saw the low wall where once there had been iron railings, handsome no doubt, now long gone, collected and melted to supply metal for armaments in that first war in 1914, the war to end all wars. He saw the nondescript shrubs, the funereal cypress, the front porch with the black-and-white checkerboard tiles and the solid dark green front door, painted to match the cypress, the stained glass windows shining, gleaming brass knocker and handle. The door was standing ajar.
He groaned. Visitors, just what I donât need.
âHello, Iâm back,â he called out. âHome,â he added.
âHello,â an unknown womanâs voice called out. âWeâre in here.â
He turned in to the sitting room, leaving his bag in the hallway. A short woman in a nurseâs uniform was standing by the sofa. Joanne was sitting there, feet up, still in a dressing gown but, judging from the damp ends, her hair freshly washed.
âNurse Davis helped me wash my hair.â She was beaming at the nurse, not at him.
âOch, well, I have to check on the wound, make sure thereâs no swelling, so I might as well wash your hair while weâre at it.â The nurse was busy packing her Gladstone bag as she spoke. âYour fiancée is doing right well, sir.â
He didnât reply, being too distracted, taking in the sight of his Joanne, who was smiling, pleased at the compliment, and looking like a wee girl who, after a long illness, was accustomed to others telling her what to do.
âNurse Davis and the doctor say Iâll be right as rain in no time.â She smiled again. He thought she was waiting for his approval also.
âIâm sure Nurse is right.â He was forcing himself to sound cheerful, as he was not at all certain. Sheâs not herself.
âIâll let maself out. Cheery-bye for now.â And the nurse was gone.
He sat on the sofa, pushing her legs gently to give himself more room. He took her hand. âIâve missed you,â he told her. He meant it in so many more ways than he could express.
âI missed you.â She was truly herself
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