had to work out what was best for the expedition as a whole. I did not argue; there would have been no point. But Iâve been thinking about it a lot, and I know I did see something, and something that moved. And it looked like a gigantic flower. Iâd been hoping to get back to that region and explore it properly, while whoever was with me was asleep. I suppose Lew guessed this, or maybe thought I was unbalanced and a risk on that account. The thing is, we have more than another year to stick out before we go back. Thatâs a long time to have people looking sideways at you. Whereas if I can establish that there really is something there, bring back proof . . . Iâm on duty with Mike and Benny next. Theyâve got this craze for playing cribbage. I can get out without them noticing, and the crawlerâs ready and stocked. Iâll come back with proof. They wonât be able to deny it then.ââ
Steve looked up. âThatâs the end.â
Marty said: âThat journal . . . it must have been written by Andrew Thurgood. The one whoâs listed as ânot recovered.ââ
âWell, obviously,â Steve said. âDidnât you realize?â
âThey didnât say anything in the books about flowers or anythingâonly about him taking a crawler without authorization and not coming back.â
âI suppose Lewin Mclnnes didnât put it in his log, either. The accounts do say Thurgood was behaving queerly.â
âA giant flower.â Marty shook his head. âI suppose he went on looking for it till it was too late to get back. He wouldnât want to admit the others had been right.â
âIf they were right.â
âWhat else? He must have been mad.â
âHe doesnât sound mad. Everythingâs very matter-Âof-fact apart from the flower bit. And where heâs considering the possibility of it being a hallucinationâÂthat doesnât read like someone whoâs out of his mind.â
âAll right. Maybe he found the flower. A Moon-flower. Maybe he climbed up it and found a land full of Moon-giants. He didnât come back, did he? Even if he got lost, he could have radioed for help. But he didnât call them at all. Would a sane man let himself die rather than admit he was wrong?â
âI donât know,â Steve said. âWe could check, though.â
âHow do you mean, check? Check what? It was more than seventy years ago.â
âThe grid hasnât changed.â He leafed back through the pages of the journal, looking for something. âI thought so: he gives the positional Âco-ordinates. 217-092. We can go and have a look.â
âHave a look for what? The flower?â
âMaybe. Or Thurgoodâs crawler. Heâs bound to have headed back there.â
âYouâre joking, arenât you?â Marty said.
âJoking? No. Maybe something went wrong with his radioâthose early sets were always going on the blink.â
âIâm talking about us. You werenât serious about going up there to look for him?â
âWhy not?â
Marty took a deep breath. âBecause I reckon itâs time we headed back for the Bubble. Weâre in Âtrouble enough as it is, and my guess is that the longer we stay away the worse itâs going to be.â
âThatâs one way of looking at it,â Steve said. He was very calm and assured. âOr you could say that since we already are in deep trouble it can hardly be much worse.â
âItâs been a waste of time coming here.â
âI donât know.â Steve held the book up. âYou found this.â
âThat wonât help us much,â Marty said bitterly. âOne or two historians on Earth may find it interesting but I donât think Mr. Sherrin is likely to think it justifies anything.â
âBut if Thurgood was rightâif there
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