was standing right beside him.
My daddy glanced at me, then said to Robert, âSheâs your motherâs mother and sheâs to be respected.â
âWell, she donât respect Paul and Cassie!â
My daddy nodded. âIâve spoken to her.â
âWell, she ainât listened!â
âMaybe not,â said our daddy, âbut she stays just the same. Sheâs your motherâs mother, and sheâll be here as long as she wants to be. Both of you, all of you, youâll just have to put up with her ways.â I noticed that my daddy glanced past us and that his eyes settled on my mama standing in the doorway.
Robertâs grandmother died a few years later, but there were always others who sat at our daddyâs table who thought the same as she had about Cassie and me. I suppose my daddy could have been trying in part to protect Cassie and me from all those people, while saving his own social standing, but even thinking of that possibility didnât ease our pain. Weâd been sent off just the same.
Eventually there came the time on a late summer afternoon just before my twelfth birthday when folks came to visit and it was my mama, not my daddy, who ordered me to the kitchen. Robert was now expected to stay at my daddyâs table, and no amount of protest on his part changed that. My mama set a lone plate for me on the sideboard in the kitchen. That was truly the first time I felt unwanted in my daddyâs family. My daddy hadnât even bothered to tell me himself not to sit at his table. He had left that to my mama, and I resented not only him for it, but her too.
âYou sit down,â my mama said, âand Iâll fix your plate.â
âYou donât have to fix me anything,â I said, pouting.
âItâll be the same food Iâve cooked for your daddy.â
âI donât want it.â
âPaul, you hafta eat.â
âNot in this house,â I said, and left.
âPaul-Edward!â she called after me. âBoy, donât you go no fartherân them steps! You hear me?â
I heard her, all right. I just didnât admit I did. I walked the back side of the veranda, out of my mamaâs view, and leaned against a post and looked out across the backyard to my daddyâs forest. I stared at that forest, the forest that had always seemed to be a part of me, and felt alienated from it, from it and everything that was my daddyâs.
It was then that George and Robert came along, exiting from the kitchen in their best suits. âSo, whatâs this I hear from your mama about you not taking any supper?â asked George.
I slipped my hands into my pockets and looked stone-faced at George and Robert. âYou worried about me eating?â
âNot worried about it,â said George jovially. âBut considering how much you do eat, just was wondering why youâre not.â
âYouâre smart enough to be going off to a military academy,â I said with a smart mouth, âyou figure it out.â
George moved closer to me, and his smile faded as he gazed at me with his sky-blue eyes. âOh, I got it figured, all right. You want to be the fool because of it and not eat, thatâs up to you. Just know that your not getting good food isnât doing anybody any detriment except maybe for yourself. I was in your place, Iâd eat my daddy out of house and home. Iâd figure he owed me that much. Course, what you do is up to you.â George stared at me a moment or two, then walked away, up the veranda toward the front of the house.
Now, George, when he was angry, was always short with me; he never minced his words. At other times he was the most jovial of my brothers, the most patient too, taking the time to teach me his skills. But he was known for his impatience with fools or those who gave themselves no worth, and thatâs what I was seeing in him now as he chose to have
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