what you
were doing on board the trawler.â
âDead simple! I was following my
boyfriend.â
âCaptain Fallut?â
âYes, the captain. Iâd been with him, so to
say, since last November. We met in Le Havre, in a bar. He fell for me. He used to
come back to see me two or three times a week. Though from the start I thought he
was a bit odd, because he never asked me to do anything. Itâs true! He was
ever so prissy, everything had to be just so! He set me up in a room in a nice
little hotel, and I started thinking that if I played my cards right heâd end
up marrying me. Sailors donât get rich, but itâs steady money, and
thereâs a pension.â
âDid you ever come to Fécamp with
him?â
âNo. He wouldnât have that.
It was him who came to me. He was jealous. He was a decent enough sort who
canât have been around much because he was fifty and was as shy with women as
a schoolboy. That plus the fact that heâd got me under his skin â¦â
âJust a moment. Were you already
the mistress of Gaston Buzier?â
âSure! But Iâd introduced
Gaston to Fallut. Said he was my brother.â
âI see. So in short you were both
being subsidized by the captain.â
âI was working!â protested
Buzier.
âI can see you now, hard at it
every Saturday afternoon. And which of you came up with the scheme for sending you
to sea on the boat?â
âFallut. He couldnât bear
the thought of leaving me by myself while he was away playing sailors. But he was
also scared witless, because the rules about that sort of thing are strict, and he
was a stickler for rules. He held out until the very last minute. Then he came and
fetched me. The
night before he was to set
sail, he took me to his cabin. I quite fancied the idea because it made a change.
But if Iâd known what it was going to be like, Iâd have been off like a
shot!â
âBuzier didnât try to stop
you?â
âHe couldnât make up his
mind. Do you understand? We couldnât go against what the old fool wanted.
Heâd promised me heâd retire as soon as he got back after that trip and
marry me. But the whole set-up was nothing to write home about! It was no fun being
cooped up all day in a cabin that stank of fish! And on top of that, every time
anybody came in, I had to hide under the bed! Weâd been at sea no time when
Fallut start regretting heâd taken me along. I never saw a man have the
jitters like him! A dozen times a day heâd check to see if heâd locked
the door. If I spoke, he shut me up in case anyone overheard. He was grumpy, on pins
⦠Sometimes heâd stare at me for minutes on end as if he was tempted to get
rid of me by throwing me overboard.â
Her voice was shrill, and she was waving
her arms about.
âNot to mention the fact that he
got more and more jealous! He asked me about my past ⦠he tried to find out ⦠then
heâd go three days without talking to me, spying on me like I was his enemy.
Then all of a sudden, heâd be madly in love with me again. There were times
when I was really scared of him!â
âWhich members of the crew saw you
when you were on board?â
âIt was the fourth night. I felt
like a breath of air out on
deck.
Iâd had enough of being locked up. Fallut went outside and checked to make
sure there was no one about. It was as much as he could do to let me walk five steps
up and down. He must have gone up on the bridge for a moment, and it was then that
the wireless operator showed up and spoke to me ⦠He was shy but got worked up. Next
day he managed to get into my cabin.â
âDid Fallut see him?â
âI donât think so ⦠He
didnât mention anything.â
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