in the air between us. His composure was back in moments. âMy lady, this isnât a game. You have no business here! I was supposed to get Ada.â
âAnd Iâm telling you, sheâs long gone. I gave her some money and sent her on her way. Sheâll be happily milking cows in no time.â My words were boldâimpertinent, as Jasper would no doubt sayâbut inside, I was panicked. Cedric had covered for me in Osfro, but this wasnât over yet. âI helped you by coming here. Ada wouldâve probably bolted on her own. Wouldnât you have gotten in trouble for showing up short a girl?â
âDo you know how much trouble Iâll get in for smuggling away a countess? Theyâll imprison me! Presuming your husband-to-be doesnât just kill me himself.â Seeing my surprise, he said, âYes, I know about your engagement, my lady. I read the society papers.â
âThen you should know youâre in no real danger from Lionel. Heâs not the violent typeâunless youâre an itch.â
âDo you think my futureâs a joke? Is all of this a joke to you?â
I met his gaze, looking unblinkingly into those gray-blue eyes. âActually, this is anything but a joke. This is my future too. My chance to be free and make my own choices.â
He shook his head. âYou donât realize what youâve doneâwhat you may have cost me. I have so much depending on this, more than you can know.â
âI havenât cost you anything. Help me with thisâdonât betray me, and Iâll owe you a favor.â I caught hold of his sleeve. âHavenât you ever known something in your heart, known you needed to do something or be somewhere? Thatâs how this is for me. I
need
to do this. Help me, and I swear, Iâll make it up to you some day.â
A fleeting smile played over his lips. âThe Countess of Rothford could have done a lot more for me than a simple girl bound for Adoria.â
âYouâd be surprised. The Countess of Rothford couldnât do much for herself, let alone anyone else.â I looked up at him through my lashes. âAnd donât assume Iâm simple.â
He made no response and instead studied me for a long time. We were in very close quarters, which gave that scrutiny a disconcertingly intimate feel. âThis will be harder than you think,â he said at last.
âI doubt it,â I said, putting my hands on my hips. âAll those things youâre teaching the other girls? I already know them. I could teach classes in this place.â
âYes. Thatâs exactly the problem. You know too much. Your manners, your dictionâeven your hair.â
âI wish everyone would stop talking about my hair,â I muttered.
âYou stand out, my lady. This is a world you donât understandâwhereyou canât wield the privilege youâve known. Where your title wonât get you access or even let you be taken seriously in some places. And there are plenty of things the other girls know that you donât. Can you start a fire in the hearth? Can you even dress yourself?â
âI put this on myself,â I told him. âI mean, the buttons took a little figuring out, but I eventually did it.â
He looked like he was on the verge of rolling his eyes. âMy lady, you have no idea whatââ
âAdelaide,â I corrected. âIf weâre going to pull this off, you must call me that. No more titles.â
âWell, then,
Adelaide
, let me give you some advice. Donât be too good at anythingâyou donât want to attract extra attention. Think twice before you correct someone, even if itâs Clara.â His tone as he said her name made me think he hadnât actually minded my putting her in her place. âAnd above all, watch the other girls. Watch their mannerisms. Listen to the way they talk. Every
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