about Samuel, she thought, but what?
“Are you all right, Mrs. Johnson?” asked Mrs. Abernathy. “You look a little unwell.”
“No, I’m fine,” said Mrs. Johnson, although she didn’t feel fine. She could still smell Mrs. Abernathy’s perfume and, worse, whatever it was the perfume was being used to disguise. She wanted Mrs. Abernathy to go away. In fact, she felt that it was very important for her to stay as far from Mrs. Abernathy as possible.
“Well, take care,” said Mrs. Abernathy. “It was nice talking to you. We should do it more often.”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Johnson, meaning, “No.”
No, no, no, no, no.
When she arrived home Samuel was sitting at the kitchen table, drawing on a sheet of paper, using crayons. He hid it away when she entered, but she glimpsed a blue circle. Samuel looked at her with concern.
“Are you okay, Mum?”
“Yes, dear. Why?”
“You look sick.”
Mrs. Johnson glanced in the mirror by the sink.
“Yes,” she said. “I suppose I do.” She turned to Samuel. “I met—,” she began to say, then stopped. She couldn’t remember who she had met. A woman? Yes, a woman, but the name wouldn’t come to her. Then she wasn’t certain that it had been a woman at all, and seconds later she wasn’t sure she’d met
anyone.
It was as though her brain were a big house, and someone was turning off the lights in every room, one by one.
“Met who, Mum?” asked Samuel.
“I … don’t know,” said Mrs. Johnson. “I think I’m going to lie down for a while.”
Mrs. Johnson was beginning to wonder if she might not be coming down with something. The day before, she could have sworn that she’d heard a voice coming from the cupboard beneath the stairs, just as she was putting away the vacuum cleaner on the way out to meet her friends.
She left the kitchen and Samuel heard her go upstairs. When he went to check on her minutes later, his mother was already asleep. Her lips were moving, and Samuel thought she might have been having bad dreams. He wondered if he should call one of her friends, maybe Auntie Betty from up the road, then decided that he would just keep a close eye on his mother. He would let her sleep for now.
Samuel went back downstairs, and finished his drawing. He worked very slowly and carefully, trying to capture exactly what he had seen in the Abernathys’ basement. It was the third such drawing he had done. He had thrown the first two away because they weren’t quite accurate, but this one was better. It was nearly right, or as close to it as he was going toget. From a distance it looked more like a photograph than a drawing, for if there was one thing that Samuel was good at, it was art.
When he was done, he hid it carefully in his big atlas. He would show it to someone. He just had to decide who that someone should be.
Mrs. Johnson didn’t get up until later that evening. Samuel stayed downstairs and watched television, reckoning that his mum wouldn’t mind, despite what she had said earlier. After a time, he got bored and did something else that he wasn’t supposed to do.
He went out to the garage at the back of the house to sit in his dad’s car.
The 1961 Aston Martin DB4 Coupe was his dad’s pride and joy, and Samuel had been for only a handful of trips in it before his dad left, and even then his dad had seemed to resent Samuel’s presence slightly, like a child forced to allow another child to play with his favorite toy. Because his dad was living in an apartment in the north, with no garage, he had decided to leave the car in Biddlecombe for now. In a way Samuel was pleased, because he believed that meant his dad might return home at some point. If he took the car away permanently, though, there would be nothing of him left. It would be a sign, thought Samuel, a sign that the marriage was over and it was now just Samuel and his mum.
When Mrs. Johnson rose, they ordered in pizza, but his mum couldn’t finish hers and went back to
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