got a leg pinned under Danny when he hit the ground. It was pathetically comical to watch this boy pulling at his leg, his face contorting more and more with each frantic movement. He was freed when Brian sprung (and I mean sprung) to his feet and pulled Danny up by his arm. Brian yanked him up and stuck out his leg so that Dannyâs momentum forward became a vicious trip that sent Danny sprawling and we heard the same sickening sound of gravel crunching as when Adam fell.
âNow shall I call your daddy?â Brian yelled, but with enough diffidence so that it seemed more ironic than furious. I only half listened to the protests and peacemaking remarks the others spoke; I was waiting for Dannyâs reaction of outrage. I watched his dusty, red head move slowly about and I almost felt sorry for him when his face came into view. A pebble had made a jagged scratch across his left cheek and his right knee was exposed, showing a purplish square of skin. He sat up and pressed the flap of pant leg against it. I winced just as he did and thought of how much the iodine was going to hurt.
âListen, you fuck,â Danny said. âYou want to put on gloves and weâll go a few in the basement? Or do you only fight like a little faggot girl?â
Brian listened as if there were no urgency in this situation. He showed neither amusement or defensiveness. âHow touching of you to want a fair fight, Dan. Donât feel you have to waste our time pretending you need revenge.â I thought he was finished, but he suddenly said, âPut on gloves! What kind of shit is that?â
âIâm talking about a real fight where you canât kick and scratch like a little girlie.â
âGirlie?â Brian opened his eyes in such a funny way that the rest of us laughed. I knew then that there wasnât going to be any more fighting. âLook, Dan,â Brian said earnestly, âIâm sorry I did that. Iâm a sore loser, okay? You want to punch me? Go ahead.â He paused and looked so inoffensively sincere that it was almost embarrassing.
âYou tore my fuckin pants,â Danny whined. Someone giggled. âWhatâs so funny about that? You think itâs funny, you tell my mother about it.â Everybody laughed with him on that.
âIf you like,â Brian said. âIâll explain to your mom. You know, Iâll tell her I went crazy cause we lost and Iâll pay for your pants.â
There was much demurring and manly apologies and swapping of mother stories. After a few minutes, Adam, whose upset had been completely forgotten, was busy talking about a fight he had had with his parents that morning. It seemed miraculous, our sudden peace, and only Brianâs apology seemed to have been a calculated act, but later he told me he knew when he rushed Danny that that would be the eventual result. âWeâre the captains,â he said seriously. âWeâre the ones who have to do the fighting.â
âBut how did you know that Danny wouldnât make it a real brawl? Then things would have been worse.â
âThey wouldnât have been worse. Even if the two of us had fuckin stood there and slugged it out, the rest of you would have cooled down and enjoyed the fight. Anyway, I knew that Danny wouldnât fight. When I first moved here, he and I had a big fight. I kicked the shit out of him.â
I stared, rethinking Dannyâs reactions with this new knowledge.
Brian misunderstood my blank look. âI did. Really. I know my apology seemed cowardly. Itâs just that if I didnât, his pride would have forced him to fight me and if you beat somebody up twice, all you end up with is a permanent enemy, or, at best, a slave. I donât want either of those.â
âWhy did Danny keep accusing you of fighting like a faggot?â
âOh, cause when I beat him up, he kept trying to make it into a boxing match or something. I