clotted in her blond hair as our teacher rolled her onto her side to prevent choking, and stuck a pencil between her teeth so she wouldnât bite down on her tongue.
At recess, boys would writhe on the ground, mimicking Elinore. She left midway through the term. A rumour spread that sheâd died.
âWhat are the seizures like?â I asked him.
âI check out when they come on.â
âDoes it hurt?â
âThe headaches feel like knives behind my eyes.â
âSo you know when itâs going to happen?â
âFlashing lights can bring them on. Otherwise itâs random.â
He walked around the unlit store, browsing the vitrines through his thick glasses. When he stared at me straight on, I got shy.
He deactivated the alarm panel at the back of a case, pulled a key out from under his baseball cap, and slid the door open.
I took a puff from my inhaler. âWhy do you steal?â
âIâm saving for medicine in the States thatâll cure me.â
âYour mom wonât get you that?â
âShe says it could leave me brain-dead.â
Expertly, Omar slid his arm in and out of the display so rapidly I couldnât tell what heâd taken. He came over with his hands in his pockets. His green sneakers made his feet seem enormous, jutting out from his scrawny legs like the shoes of the clowns I collected.
He stuck his tongue out. On the tip of it there rested the smallest coin Iâd ever seen.
âFish scales.â
âPardon?â
âTheyâre called fish scales. For their size and their minnowy look.â
âWhere do you get the fakes from?â
âMy mom makes me go to group counselling. A bunch of epileptics sit in a circle and talk feelings. Thereâs this guy there, Grigg. He works in a casino and heâs a coin collector. He deals money to make money to buy money, haha!â Omar slapped his knee, searching my face for a reaction. âAnyway, he hit on my mom, but she saw he had an agenda. He was always eyeing the coins. So one day when he was in the shop and Mom was upstairs, I told him Iâd get him what he wanted. I made copies of the cabinet keys while she was in one of her sleeping pill slumbers.â He gave me a sheepish look before going on. âSometimes heâll fake seizures, itâs hysterical. The rules are no more than two coins a week. He gives me replicas to replace what we take. He puts what I bring him in a safety deposit box at a bank and sells them at trade shows or to auction houses. You want in?â
âI get paid already.â
âEveryone needs more money.â
âWhat youâre doing is lousy.â
âYou wouldnât say that if you knew my mom.â
I went back to cleaning crude lumps.
Omar picked one up. âI canât make heads or tails of these,â he said. Then he pulled a pack of cigarillos out of his sleeve and waved it at me. âYou want to go smoke a cigar out back?â
âBuzz off,â I said, and he trudged out alone.
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A T NIGHT IN my room, I examined the pictures of Liam Iâd had printed without anybody knowing.
Most were blurry. Iâd snapped too fast in my fervour. What I ended up with were morsels of Liamâa leg moving forward on a rocky slope, an arm raised in the sky, his perfect ear and profile view. I smelled the photos and kissed them. I slid them under my pillow with the stolen glassy rock.
I copied his address, finding it under a pile of drawings in Vivâs room. Viv would email, so I went for pen and paper. Each day after school I hurried to the mailbox. For every five times I wrote him, heâd send a short note back.
Dear Edith,
Sounds like your collection is coming along, keep it up! Howâs your sister? Iâve been busy studying land formations in Drumheller. This postcard shows you some hoodoos, famous in this region.
Liam
Photographs and lettersâthe
Donald J. Sobol
Griff Hosker
Lisa Fisher
Dean Crawford
Diana Wynne Jones
Michael Broad
Barbara Parker
Kim Schubert
Jojo Moyes
Agatha Christie