the screen. He held the phone to Nastos. âLook what Tara sent. Itâs from a few weeks ago.â
Nastos took the phone. It was a picture of Josie in the restaurant. The owner, Viktor Kalmakov, was sitting with her at the bar with his arm around her the same way he would with one of his âflavour of the dayâ girlfriends.
Nastos chuckled. âShe thinks heâs the most handsome prince in the world.â
Carscadden took the phone back. âGirls love the guys with accents.â
Nastos remained silent until Carscadden asked, âWhatâs up your ass?â
âKaren. She knew right from the beginning that Falconer was a bullet magnet and she never said anything to us. She did it to make sure Iâd take the case.â
Carscadden made a noncommittal noise then continued, âWell, for what itâs worth, she seemed nice enough to me. A tight little package, if you like that sorta thing.â
âYeah, you mentioned that part before.â Nastos closed his eyes and slowly shook his head. âThatâs all I need.â
Two people left the Thai restaurant, a young couple holding hands.
Carscadden said,
âThatâs
what you need,â pointing to them. âA companion. Someone to ââ
âDo
not
even finish the sentence.â
âOkay, maybe not Grant, maybe someone stupider, less attractive. Maybe hit up some three-hundred-pound lesbian daughter of Russian beet farmers. Maybe thatâs the new hotness. Thereâs probably a website that ââ
Nastos turned to him. âHow long would Tara have to be gone before you could even consider dating?â
Carscadden paused, giving it some thought. âI guess it depends on how it ended. âIf she left me, sooner. If she died, I donât know. Maybe a long time.â
âExactly. And besides Grant and I have . . . It could never happen.â
Carscadden asked, âWhy, because you were partners?â
âNo.â
âThen what?â
âBecause we tried and it didnât feel right. You fucking happy? There. I made a mistake, a big mistake. Karen and I started â you know what? It was stupid, I figured it out, but not as fast as I should have. End of story.â
âNo shit?â
âYeah. No shit. If you ever embarrass me by telling Tara Iâll kill you.â
âIn the vault, man, donât worry about it.â
Carscadden scrolled through a few messages on his phone. âDid Maddy ever know about you and Karen?â
âNo, she never did. It wasnât easy hiding it because Karen sent me a crazy number of texts â I mean really, a not normal number. But it was only one night, I was drunk, I never had any feelings for Karen and I ended it as soon as I sobered up. I got rid of her as a partner, I did everything I could to make up for it. I took time from work. I cooked Maddyâs favourite meals, I cleaned the house more. That was the year I adopted the diet she told me to start. I did everything to prove to her that it was all about her and Josie. And I carried the burden of it alone. If Iâd had cancer I wouldnât share. I didnât share this either.â
Carscadden watched the young couple as they disappeared from view. Eventually he asked, âHave time for a late lunch with Viktor?â
Nastos checked his watch. âYou know, Josie and I were going to have a barbecue tonight. Sheâs done school just after three today and Iâd have to leave to get her right now.â
âIâll send Tara a text. She can pick her up and we can meet at your place for dinner.â
Nastos mulled that over. They used to do that all of the time. Josie would love it.
Before he pulled away from the curb something on the motel balcony caught his eye. He thought he saw one of the men point a smart phone in their direction, taking a picture. âYou know, Iâm beginning to think thereâs a lot more going on
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