the living.
Second-guessing the intentions of these violent strangers becomes an almost obsessive-compulsive activity for Lilly and her comrades that night. They talk about it under their breaths as they work on the wall, they discuss it in secret in dark back rooms, they agonize over it silently to themselves as they perform their individual tasksâtaking inventory of their arsenal of firearms and ammunition, making plans for another run to the National Guard station, formulating countermeasures in the event of a raid, laying traps, constructing escape routes, and generally preparing for the worst. Lilly believes they could be attacked at any moment. Since becoming pregnant, she has been vacillating between debilitating fatigue and manic bursts of energy, but now she has little time for food, rest, even a breakâdespite Austinâs entreaties to take it easy for the sake of the baby. Maybe itâs the rush of hormones from the early stages of her first trimester. Senses are heightened during this phase, blood flow increases, brain activity sharpens. Lilly channels this surge of energy into a whirlwind of activityâAustin has to pound Red Bull and PowerBars just to keep up with her, following her around like some harried government attachéâand she rises to the occasion with relentless attention to detail.
Nobody says it aloud, but Lilly has almost imperceptibly slipped into the role of surrogate leader. Austin fears that itâs too much for a woman in her condition to be taking on such responsibility, but for Lilly it cuts the other wayâsheâs taking all these risks because sheâs pregnant, not just in spite of it. Sheâs not only fighting for her own lifeânot to mention the future of the townâbut sheâs also fighting for the life of her unborn child. She will do what has to be done until the Governor is back in action. On a deeper level, sheâs learning what Woodbury means to her. She almost feels as though she understands the Governor on a more fundamental level now. She would kill for this town.
With the dawning of the next morning, Austin finally talks her into having something to eatâhe makes her ramen noodles on the Sterno potâand then convinces her she should get off her feet for a few hours. Gabe offers to take over supervisory duties while she rests, and the town goes about its business of surviving another day.
The rumor mill quiets downâfor the time being, at leastâthanks to Barbara and David Stern, who assure the townspeople that the Governor is safe, and sending regular dispatches from the hinterlands. No, he hasnât found the escapees yet. And no, thereâs no immediate danger. And yes, everybody should just stay calm and tend to their families and not worry and take comfort in knowing the town is safe and in good hands and blah-blah-blah.
Of course, during this strange limboâwhich continues for daysânobody suspects whatâs in store for Woodburyâleast of all Lilly. Despite her relentless attention to stepping up their defenses and planning for every imaginable contingency, she would never dream in her wildest nightmares what is on the horizon.
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âLetâs take a gander at that throat,â Bob Stookey says with a wink to a little boy sitting on a peach crate in a cluttered studio apartment. The childâa freckled, cherubic eight-year-old in a faded SpongeBob T-shirt with a cowlick of black hairâsays âAh,â as Bob gently inserts a tongue depressor into the boyâs mouth.
The place smells of liniment and sweat and coffee grounds. Packing blankets drape the windows, and a ratty old sleeper couch in the corner has yellowed sheets on it. The woman of the houseâthe plump, olive-skinned matron who stopped Dr. Stevens during the escapeâhovers over Bob and the child, wringing her hands nervously. âYou see how red it is,
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