resin.
âYour husband will come to you every night and day until it takesâyour father was the same way. But it is your duty to choose the right stars for your child. You must make them wait.â
âWhyâ? How?â It was bad enough that Mesema had no plains-children. Now she must pretend to be barren?
âMesema, daughter, listen. The Cerani are strange and unholy creatures. Everything must be auspiciousâ for us .â She put emphasis on the final words as she pinched off a bit of resin the size of a thumb. âWork this between your fingers until itâs soft, then put it inside. It tricks his babies so they wonât take root in you. In the morning, pull it out and burn it. When the Bright One is over the moon, burn it all and make your child. Do you understand me, daughter?â
âThis doesnât offend the Hidden God? He chooses the stars for every child.â
âThe Hidden God doesnât live in Nooria. Outside His dominion, you do what you can.â Mesemaâs mother rolled the resin back up in its fabric and retied the ends. âI will hide this at the bottom of your trunk.â She paused. âKeep it out of the sunlight. Listen to me: if you have a son, I will send you more. Listen. You must have only one son.â
âMamma! I should have many sonsââ
âNot in Nooria you shouldnât.â
A Rider stuck his head through the door flap. âChief wants Mesema,â he shouted.
âIâve done nothing wrong!â Mesema put one hand over the pine box.
Her mother drew in her breath. âPerhaps you will learn to hold your tongue among the Cerani,â she said. âBut never mind that. Go on.â
Mesema kept her back straight as she walked out of the rear of the longhouse. Fabric rustled as her mother hid the resin inside the wedding trunk behind her.
Outside, the breeze carried the scents of late summer: apples, manure, and the fresh blooms of sheepseye, heaven-breath, and mountain beauty. The sun shone over the crest of the hill and warmed her skin. She took a deep breath. Her new home would not smell this wayâeven the flowers and the breeze would be different there.
The Riders ran through their manoeuvres in the field, riding hard, slashing their swords through the tall grass, throwing their spears into the soil. New Cerani breastplates sparkled in the sun. Once it was harvest time, they wouldnât have any more days left for their manly games. And after the harvest, the peace of winter would be upon them.
Her father waited by the horse-pen, his shadow long and thin. His hair travelled two brown roads down his white tunic.
âMesema,â he said in the affectionate tone, opening his arms.
But she held back and looked to Banreh, who stood by his side as always, golden and small.
âMesema,â her father continued more formally, âI have a gift for you: a teacher. He will guide you in the language of your new people. After your wedding, he will return to us.â
Banrehâs eyes softened as she stared at him; did he pity her? A teacher to hound and scold her all the way to Nooria! Probably one of the captives from the Red Hoof Wars, someone not yet sold to the Cerani or to the traders-who-walked. The Red Hooves lived further south; they knew the harsh language of the empire. But such a man would despise her as the daughter of the clan chief who had enslaved him.
âWho, Father?â she asked, her eyes wandering to the horse-pen, where Tumble cropped the grass.
âRight here,â he said, motioning towards Banreh.
His voice-and-hands. The tears came to her eyes before she could stop them.
âDaughter,â said the chief, returning to the affectionate tone, âthe son you will bear is going to seal our destiny at last. You honour us.â
âThank you, Father.â Mesema stood a little straighter. A compliment from the chief was rare. But just as she smiled
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