the fact that his career may be over.â
âThatâs got to be rough.â
âIt is. Iâve talked to some of the other wives whose husbands have retired. Things can get tough. Some men get depressed and withdrawn, others have divorced their wives, left their families.â
Hope swallowed her nervousness, forced herself to sound calm. âAre you worried that Tony will do that? Leave you and DJ?â Sheâd liked Tony Johnson from the moment she met him, and in hopes of helping Stacy move on from Darius, had encouraged her to date the strapping football star. Tony was a big, solid guy, over two hundred pounds of muscle and bone.
âIf youâd asked me that six months ago, I would have said no way. But heâs changing, Hope, becoming more distant and moody, just like what some of the wives said would happen. Itâs like nothing I say is the right thing. If I share my optimism that heâll get picked up, he tells me I donât know anything about the business of football. Which is right, I donât. If I tell him that he has a great future postplaying, remind him how various stations have shown interest in him doing game analysis or even hosting his own show, he gets angry and quiet. Tony likes to live large, so I know heâs also concerned about our finances. I donât mind it, but I donât think my husband will want to change our lifestyle, a necessity once the big checks stop coming in. I want him to talk to Pastor Derrick, but Iâm afraid it will make Tony too angry if itâs suggested he get counseling, that we get counseling. But I hate to see him in pain, Hope. I hate to see the man I married becoming someone else.â
âIâm so sorry, Stacy. Tony is a good guy. I canât help but think that yâall will get through this challenging time.â Hope was quiet, her mind racing with possible ways to help her dear friend. âDo you think it would be too obvious if Cy called him? If I talk to him, I think heâd be open to helping Tony break into real estate. Heâs always looking for partners he can trust.â
âThank you, Hope. I donât think Tony is open right now, but thatâs a possibility to keep in mind.â
âWell, maybe Cy can put it on his mind.â Hope told Stacy about her convo with Vivian, the upcoming Sanctity of Sisterhood minisummit and her open invitation to their Fourth of July bash.
âOh my God, girl, that would be perfect! Itâs just what Tony needs to get his mind off the game, and what is or isnât happening. Please thank Vivian for me and let her know that if at all possible, Tony and I will be there.â
âI can send you guys plane tickets if itâll help; tell Tony that itâs an early anniversary present.â
âLet me talk to him. That man is so proud. If he smells anything close to charity, heâll not only clam up, but heâll know weâve talked. So donât say or do anything unless I say so.â
âOkay. Iâm praying for you, sistah.â
âThanks, Hope. I need it.â
âIâve got you. If you and Tony come up the weekend before the fourth, we can hang out at Friedaâs and do some serious shopping.â Belatedly, Hope realized that suggesting they spend money might not be the best idea. âMy treat.â
âTonyâs home, Iâll talk to you later.â
âOkay, Stacy, keep me posted. You know Iâll worry about you. Take good care.â
11
Weâll See Whatâs Up
S tacy sat in the living room, listening to the sound of Tonyâs footsteps as he entered the kitchen from the garage. She heard them stop, and knew that heâd opened the refrigerator and pulled out a beer. It was a daily ritual, popping a cold one as soon as he got home. Heâd only have one beer a day, max. He was too aware of staying in shape to drink more than that. Cognac, however, was another story.
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