realised the dumbest thing he could do right now was attract unwanted attention to himself. Especially for a couple of sticky, crumpled notes. He stood outside the empty garage. On both sides the street yawned empty and hollow. The air was cold and motionless. Then the thought occurred to him. It wouldn’t do to hang around an empty shop at this time of day. A quiet town and a stranger loitering outside a deserted filling station. No. It just wouldn’t do. He sighed exasperation. Irritation bubbled over. Once again Joshua found himself ambling along cemetery street – the empty main street of Bishop. Except now he was heading in the opposite direction. Damn! All he wanted was to find a bus and get the hell outta here. Where was everyone? Since he had woken up that morning Joshua felt like he was doing nothing but running in circles. And his mind wasn’t doing much better. There was still the same fuzziness as before. His thought patterns felt like a ship whose anchor had repeatedly failed to take hold on the ocean floor below. And he hated to admit it. He was still no closer to catching that damn bus. Booking a ride to Johannesburg was turning out to be a problem. Josh wondered if he shouldn’t have hitched a lift instead. Shit. He could have been miles away by now. Although ... He looked up and down the street trying to rack his memory. Yes. He wasn’t mistaken. He hadn’t seen one single car pass through here the whole morning. What the hell was going on? Was he going mad or did he end up in a bad episode of The Outer Limits? And yet, it was true. He hadn’t sighted any vehicles all morning. The R45 wasn’t exactly a national highway – that’s exactly why Josh had chosen it – but then again it wasn’t the ass-end of the world either. So why hadn’t he seen a single car yet. And why the hell was this town so dead? Maybe it’s just too early he thought. Trying to placate his uneasiness. It’s barely seven o’ clock. Right? He walked slowly along main street Bishop retracing his steps. This time he was extra careful to keep an eye out for anything that would look like a bus depot. He sighed in irritation. Joshua walked on. At an intersection, he stopped and considered his next move. That’s when he saw the cop van. Its came up a side street further down the road. And halted at a stop street – its white nose poking from between the row of buildings. Josh froze. He was in a very uncomfortable situation. He was standing in the middle of Bishop’s main street. Not a soul around. Nowhere to go. He was a big fly against a very big very white wall. And a very big fly swat was about to head this way. Maybe they were looking for him; maybe they weren’t. Right now Josh didn’t want to take that chance. So he waited. With bated breath – waited as the van idled at the stop street and idled and idled. And fucking idled. The cop had seen him, he was sure. The cop had seen him and was radioing in his description. It wasn’t too late to run. He felt coils in his legs tighten as he readied himself. The van moved. And turned towards the other direction. Josh breathed for the first time and unclenched his body. He was surprised at the tension residue that still clung to his limbs. He hadn’t realised he was that ... afraid? He stood a moment longer. Thinking. Breathing. He looked in both directions. Josh was still deciding what to do when he saw the girl. The girl that would change his life.
Jump. Go ahead, jump. Then it’s all over. She stood on the ledge that ran along the perimeter of the 4-Ways Hotel roof. In the middle of Hillbrow. Johannesburg. The girl with the beautiful chestnut-brown skin. The girl with the beautiful big eyes; swirled with emerald green, flecked with sorrow brown. Jump. Six-storeys down below Pretoria Street throbbed and ebbed with the night-time traffic of cars and pedestrians. The garish hues of dozens of neon signs washed the street in a sickly rainbow of