âHey, man, you have insurance.â You know? On and on. And with people like that, if theyâre your family, you love them and you keep trying. But eventually, something clicks and you just say, âIâm done.â But what was tricky with Keaton was that he was a really charming guy when he wanted to be. Occasionally heâd apologize for something. He didnât with my car, but for some other things he would. Heâd say, you know, âIâm sorry if I offended you,â playing dumb a bit. But still sort of apologizing. And whether or not he deserved it, I, everybody, gave him lots of chances. But like I said, one day I just said, âIâm done . â And thatâs why at the time of his murder we really werenât in touch that much.â
I thought, A charming guy with an oily, unctuous smile who lets a bunch of people down all the time. Sounds like a guy Iâd like to walk up to and punch really hard in the thigh, then just walk away. And the way he apologized. Iâm sorry if I offended you. I hate people who apologize that way. If . If I offended you. Youâre not taking any responsibility when you say it that way. Youâre not acknowledging that you fucked up. Have the courage to admit you were at fault. Iâm sorry that I was an asshole. Iâm sorry that I let you down. Iâm sorry that Iâm a shitty older brother, Greer. Iâm sorry if I offended you? Yeah? Well, fuck off, because you havenât apologized yet.
I didnât say any of that to Greer. Instead I said, âWho else was in Keatonâs life? I know thereâs Craig Helton, theguy you mentioned, the guy he started the bar with. And thereâs the ex-girlfriend, Sydney. Iâm going to talk to both of them. You said you and Keaton werenât that close at the end, but do you know anyone else who was in his life? Especially at the time of the murder.â
Greer said, âKeaton knew everyone. From growing up, from college, from after college. But in his life? At that time? You know, I really donât. I really canât think of anyone in particular. But what I know from having known him my whole life is that, you know, he was a charming guy. He was a manipulator. And you add money to a guy like that . . . It wasnât hard for him to keep finding new people who were willing to hang around him. Give him another chance. Put up with his shit. And it was probably one of those people who decided not to, you knowânot to put up with his shit anymore.â
Not to put up with his shit anymore. Or, in other words, to kill him.
I looked at Greer. Seemed genuine to me. He had a little bit of that pathos about him that people get when they donât have to fight for their dreams. He seemed just a little lost . Heâd probably be a different guy if heâd had to earn or raise the money to buy the marina. Yeah, and Iâd probably be more likely to want to have a beer with him then too, because heâd have some edge, some bite, some of that energy that comes from eating what you kill. But, I thought, at least heâs working. Probably working reasonably hard. The marina looked to me to be pretty successful. Pretty well run. Which probably wasnât that easy to do. Most professional endeavors arenât.
He said, unprompted, âYou know, Iâm not sure how Keaton got to be the way he was. Was it because our dad worked a lot when he was young, thirteen, fourteen? Keaton was four and a half years older than me. So when he was that age, growing up, our dad was doing whatever he had to do to build his company. He wasnât around a lot. So did Keaton feel neglected? Or was he mad at me? Because when I was that age, our dad had sold the company and was more relaxed. Was at home a lot more. Or maybe it was that Keaton felt like he had to compensate because he was the oldest son and we had a successful dad? You know? I donât know. I really
Kathleen Brooks
Alyssa Ezra
Josephine Hart
Clara Benson
Christine Wenger
Lynne Barron
Dakota Lake
Rainer Maria Rilke
Alta Hensley
Nikki Godwin