with great wealth and fairly good taste. He didnât exactly like itâheâd never been in a place before where everything seemed so shiny newâbut it was an extraordinary setting.
âGood reminder that it isnât your setting, Van,â he muttered, exploring his new quarters.
Noons had already put his scant belongings in the drawers, and a table held glasses, a number of full decanters, and bowls of fruit and nuts. A richly marqueteried breakfront desk contained heavy writing paper, and everything else needed. The glass-front shelves above held a selection of books that seemed to be chosen with care to meet every possible taste.
By her?
It hadnât been wise to agree to move in here, but last night heâd not been able to resist. Comfortable living tempted him, but he also wanted to get to know Maria Celestin, to come to understand what was going on here, and the way he felt.
Hades, heâd almost ravished her! It hadnât felt like that at the time, but it was obvious from her reaction that heâd completely misjudged it. Of course he had. He was a hired servant, nothing more, and heâd attacked her.
Heâd gone over and over it in the night.
Thereâd been pride involved, yes. Heâd wanted to master her. Revolting thought. It had spun out of control, though.
Something about her drove him wild. It wasnât just her coolness, either. Today, when sheâd come down the stairs, the way she moved had practically rendered him breathless, even if she had been in a shapeless pale dress and a concealing cap.
Last night sheâd worn an elaborate turban. At their first meeting sheâd been in a toque. He felt almost rage that she hid her hair so much. Soft, dark blond curls had ruffled out around her cap, and when sheâd turned to her niece heâd seen escaping tendrils against her long, pale neck.
Did it curl all over? How was it arranged? How long was it? Naked in bed, would it flow long, loose, and pale around her?
Stop it, Van.
He pressed his fist to his mouth.
Stop being an animal. Sheâs a mature, respectable widow who would not even let you touch her except for this eccentric plan of hers.
He was rough from war. Broken in fortune. Broken in spirit. What was he doing now, after all, but marching to dutyâs drum, left foot, right foot, like the most wretched dullard in the infantry?
In six weeks heâd have enough money to continue the march, that was all, and doubtless heâd never see Maria Celestin again.
They attended two routs and a soirée that night. Maria wanted first reaction over with. She had to endure some sly comments about his youth and good looks, and about his moving into her house, but people mostly seemed to accept the situation, though with amusement.
She left Vandeimen to decide how to behave, and he managed to project a kind of reverent adoration that made her want to scream. Bad enough to be thought an older woman made foolish by lust. Even worse to be treated like a revered saint.
But then, partway through the evening she began to wonder if he was doing it deliberately to try to counteract the more sordid aspects.
If so, it didnât work.
âMy dear,â said Emily Galman, a thin, predatory woman Maria had known since her first season, âa tiger on your leash! I shall study you for teeth marks.â
Her quick dark eyes already were.
âDivinely handsome,â said Cissy Embleborough, whoâd also made her curtsy at the same time, but who was a friend. âIâm not sure Iâd find him comfortable, though.â
âComfort isnât everything.â Maria immediately wished the words unsaid.
Cissy laughed. âTrue. And it may come in time.â
It was three days later that she encountered Sarah Yeovil at a private exhibition of medieval art. âMaria,â Sarah said, drawing her into a quiet corner, âare you sure this is wise?â
âWise?â
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