scary.â
âAnything I can do for you?â
âNo. What do you want to do for dinner?â
âYou didnât make anything?â
âJesus, Iâve been lying down. I told you, I havenât been feeling well. Besides, I didnât know when youâd be home.â
âPizza?â
âSure, I guessâ
The pizza takes forever to show up. By the time Iâve cleaned up itâs 9:30. We watch some bad reality TV until 11. When the show is over, Sarah says, âDonât forget, we have to have sex tonight.â
Iâm dead tired. Iâd completely forgotten about our love-making schedule. âRight, letâs get it on.â
We disrobe, brush our teeth and hop into bed. Marvin is half-slouched against my balls. I tug at him a little to get him going. Sarahâs hand slithers under the covers and pulls at Marvin a little too.
âWhatâs wrong with Marvin?â she asks.
âNothing, heâs just tired.â
âWhat, you donât find me attractive?â
âJesus Sarah, no, Iâm just tired. Weâve had sex every day for the last four days. Itâs just hard to turn on just like that.â
âNothing is hard here. We used to make love four times a day.â
âThat was seven years ago.â
âSo? Why arenât you getting hard?â
âMaybe because youâre yelling at me?â
âCan you please hurry up and get hard, I have to work in the morning.â
I play with my dick for a while. I try not to be angry. I think about the tight jeans of the attractive girl I saw on the bus. Marvin responds well to this image.
âOkay, Iâm ready,â I say.
âOkay, stick it in.â I get it in, but Iâm not all that hard. After a few strokes I firm up. I pump away forever.
âAre you almost done? Iâm getting sore down there,â Sarah says, or rather orders, the agitation in her voice evident.
I think about the ass on the bus. I think about Mrs. Dunbar, her tits. I cum.
I roll off.
âGoodnight,â she says turning out the light, spinning around and putting her feet up against the wall.
Day 16
Sarah whispers a dirty story in my ear on the couch about her and another woman engaging in lesbian acts. Marvin loves it. We make love on the couch.
Day 17
I suggest a change of position, so we go at it doggy style. Sarah seems to love this. It works well for me too.
Day 18
Sarah had to leave work early again because she thought she was going to pass out. I suggest that we skip a day if she isnât feeling well, that the doctor said that we could. She tells me that Day 18 is critical for ovulation, that we have to do it. This have to business is killing me. The rebel in me doesnât want to have sex if he is ordered to.
âLook, I know youâre finding this difficult too, so I went to the 7-Eleven and got you this,â she says, passing me a copy of Swank magazine. A young blonde woman sucking on her own breast adorns the cover. Marvin sits up and pays close attention. Itâs not every day that your wife buys you porn and encourages you to read it. I believe she partly enjoys it, too, but I know sheâd never admit to this. âLetâs sit and read it together,â she says, patting the couch beside her.
So I do.
âWouldnât you love to fuck her?â she asks as she grabs my crotch.
Marvinâs a little freaked out, but very excited. The next thing I know weâre butt naked, going at it, two savages on the living room floor.
I roll off of Sarah, dripping in sweat. She scoots over to the wall and puts her legs up. âYou did good, baby,â she tells me.
âThanks,â I say, too tired to move.
Day 19
âDo you think this is going to work?â she asks.
âI hope so,â I pant.
âYou almost done?â
âYep, just give me another second. Argh.â
I roll off. Sarah moves into the vertical upside-down
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