slow motion:
the ball, the player . . .
Â
Coach calls time-out
with only five seconds to go.
Â
I wish the ref could stop
the clock of my life.
Â
Just one more game.
I think my father is dying,
Â
and now I am out of bounds
when I see a familiar face
Â
behind our bench. My brother,
Jordan Bell, head buried
Â
in Sweet Tea, his eyes
welling with horror.
Â
Before I know it, the whistle blows,
the ball in my hand,
Â
the clock running down,
my tears running faster.
The Last Shot
5
. . . A bolt of lightning on my kicks . . .
The court is   SIZZLING
My sweat is              DRIZZLING
Stop all that
quivering
Cuz tonight Iâm
delivering
Iâm driving down
the lane
SLIDING
Â
4
. . . Dribbling to the middle, gliding like a black eagle.
The crowd is RUMBLING RUSTLING
ROARING
Take it to the hoop.
TAKEÂ Â Â Â Â Â ITÂ Â Â Â Â Â TOÂ Â Â Â Â Â THEÂ Â Â Â Â Â HOOP
Â
3
. . .
2
. . . Watch out, âcuz Iâm about to get D I R T Y
with it
about to pour FILTHYâS sauce all over you.
Ohhhhh, did you see McNASTY cross over you?
Now Iâm taking you
Ankle BREAKING you
Youâre on your knees.
Screaminâ PLEASE, BABY, PLEASE
Â
One
. . . Itâs a bird, Itâs a plane. No, itâs up up
uppppppppppp.
My shot is F L O W I N G, Flying, fLuTtErInG
OHHHHHHHH, the chains are JINGALING
ringaling and SWINGALING
Swish.
Game/ over.
Article #2 in the
Daily News
(January 14)
Professional basketball player
Charlie (Chuck) âDa Manâ Bell
collapsed in a game
of one-on-one
with his son Josh.
After a complication,
Bell died at St. Lukeâs Hospital
from a massive heart attack.
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According to reports,
Bell suffered
from hypertension
and had three fainting spells
in the four months
before his collapse.
Autopsy results found
Bell had a large,
extensively scarred heart.
Reports have surfaced
that Bell refused to see a doctor.
One of his former teammates
stated, âHe wasnât a big fan of doctors
and hospitals, thatâs for sure.â
Earlier in his life,
Bell chose to end his promising basketball career
rather than have surgery on his knee.
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Known for his dazzling crossover,
Chuck Bell was the captain
of the Italian team
that won back-to-back Euroleague championships
in the late nineties.
He is survived by his wife,
Dr. Crystal Stanley-Bell, and
his twin sons,
Joshua and Jordan, who
recently won their first
county championship.
Bell was thirty-nine.
Where Do We Go from Here?
There are no coaches
at funerals. No practice
to get ready. No warm-up.
There is no last-second shot, and
we all wear its cruel
midnight uniform, starless
and unfriendly.
Â
I am unprepared
for death.
This is a game
I cannot play.
It has no rules,
no referees.
You cannot win.
Â
I listen
to my fatherâs teammates
tell funny stories
about love
and basketball.
I hear the choirâs comfort songs.
They almost drown out Momâs sobs.
Â
She will not look in the coffin.
That is not my husband,
she says.
Dad is gone,
like the end of a good song.
What remains is bone
and muscle and cold skin.
I grab Momâs right hand.
JB grabs her left.
The preacher says,
A great father, son, and
husband has crossed
over. Amen.
Outside, a long charcoal limo
pulls up to the curb
to take us
back.
Â
If only.
star·less
[ STAHR-LES ]
adjective
Â
With no stars.
Â
As in:If me and JB
try out for JV
next year,
the Reggie Lewis Junior High School Wildcats
will be
starless.
Â
As in: Last night
I felt like I was fading away
as I watched the
starless
Portland Trailblazers
get stomped by Dadâs favorite team,
the Lakers.
Â
As in: My father
was the light
of my world,
and now that heâs gone,
each