ended a little after eight oâclock. All over the auditorium, kids were picking up their backpacks, preparing to go home and do their homework. Even though weâre almost out of here, we still have term papers to write and final exams.
Across the room near the stage, I glimpsed Vincent. He was performing for a group of girls.Some kind of wild dance, flinging his arms up in the air, shaking his whole body.
They were laughing and shaking their heads. One of them tried dancing with him but couldnât keep up. Everyone thinks Vincent is so cuteâbecause he is.
How come he never wants to dance with me?
I hoisted up my backpack and caught up to Hillary in front of the stage. âWait up! Whatâs your hurry?â I called.
She untangled her long braid from her backpack strap. âItâs so hot in here,â she complained. âAnd I didnât think rehearsal would go this long. Iâve got a ton of French to do.â
Hillary narrowed her eyes at me. She picked a white ball of lint off the front of my tank top. âHow come you look so tired, Julie?â
âI didnât sleep very well last night,â I told her, surprised that it showed. Thatâs when I told her about my Sandy dream and the snap snap of the blinds.
She shuddered. âI canât stop thinking about it, either,â she confessed. âI mean, every time I run into Sandy now, I feel kind of sick. I get this heavy feeling in my stomach.â
âI know,â I agreed, pressing my back against the front of the stage to let some kids squeeze past. âWhen I see him, I think, âYouâre not Sandy anymore. Youâre a murderer. Youâre not the guy I used to know, the guy I used to like.ââ
âIâI guess I feel especially bad,â Hillary stammered, âbecause he thinks he did it for me. He thinks I wanted someone to kill Al.â She sighed. âIthought we knew Sandy. How could someone we know so well be a ⦠killer?â
I didnât have an answer to that question. âI agree with you now,â I told Hillary. âI mean, about him confessing to us. At first, I thought it was okay. But now Iâm sorry he decided to tell us.â
âItâs like the secret is inside me,â Hillary said. âItâs growing ⦠growing. Itâs bursting to get out. It was so unfair of Sandy. So totally unfair.â
âAnd now he comes to graduation rehearsal, and goofs with everyone, and kids around, and acts as if everything is fine,â I continued. âIf he can get over it, why canât we?â
Hillary started to replyâbut stopped with her mouth open.
A shadow fell over us.
Someone was standing above us on the stage. I realized it at the same time as Hillary.
I turned. Raised my eyes.
And saw Taylor.
Half-hidden by the heavy, maroon curtain. She ducked quickly out of sight as I turned.
Taylor.
Hillary and I exchanged glances. I knew the same questions were in our minds:
How long had she been standing there? What had she heard?
Had she heard everything we said about Sandy?
Would she tell him?
I felt a cold shiver roll slowly down my back.
If she did tell him, what would Sandy do?
Chapter
14
âI âm actually afraid of Sandy now,â I told Hillary. âIâm afraid of what heâs thinking. Of what he might do.â
We were walking down Park Drive, heading toward our houses. I didnât feel like waiting for the bus. It came only once every half hour this time of night. And I suddenly felt eager to get away from the school.
âHow can he sleep at night?â I asked her. âHow can he say good morning to his mom and dad, knowing what he did? How can he come to school and kid around? How can he concentrate on his work? If Iâif I killed someone, I wouldnât be able to do anything. My life would be over.â
âI know what you mean,â Hillary said, adjusting her backpack
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