here.â
âGold digger.â
âMy next ambition. No zit-faced teenage girl could get through the security in this place.â
âProbably not.â As she stepped outside, Lila looked over at the boarded-up window. âIt wouldnât be a snap, would it, to get past security. But . . . if they let someone in, had someone over, or another tenant, or a really experienced burglar planned it. Except the police didnât say anything about burglary.â
âHe pushed her out the window, then shot himself. Iâm sorry for Ashton, Lila, but thatâs what happened over there.â
âHeâs so sure it couldnât have been that way. Not thinking about it,â she said, and wiped her hands in the air. âIâm going to have breakfast with you, even though youâve dumped me for some rich bastard.â
âHeâll be handsome, too. And probably Latin.â
âFunny, I was seeing portly and bald.â She popped some berries into her mouth. âGoes to show. Anyway, Iâm not thinking about any of it right now. I have to work today. Iâll put in a solid writing day, then Iâll call the rich and handsome Ashton Archer. If he wants to look, he can look. Then, well, thereâs nothing else I can do, right?â
âThereâs nothing you can do. The police will do what they do, and Ashton will have to accept what happened. Itâs hard. I lost a friendâwell, more a periphery friendâin college to suicide.â
âYou never told me that.â
âWe werenât tight, but we were friendly. Liked each other, but not tight enough for me to know how troubled she was, I guess. Her boyfriend dumped herâthat couldnât have been all of it, but I guess it was the trigger. She took sleeping pills. She was only nineteen.â
âAwful.â For a moment Lila felt it, that terrible despair. âI donât want Zit-face to have the crush anymore. Just the zits.â
âYeah. Love, even when itâs not real, can be deadly. Weâll leave that part out. Do you want me to come back, be here when Ashton comes?â
âNo, you donât have to do that. But if youâre not ready to go home, you can stay as long as you need.â
âIâm okay with it now. I can handle some teenager. And my guess is she got what she wanted, and will go play cat burglar somewhere else.â But she sighed heavily. âI really liked those shoes, damn it. I hope she trips in them and breaks her ankle.â
âHarsh.â
âSoâs stealing another womanâs Manolos.â
She couldnât argue with that, so Lila drank her coffee.
Four
S he felt settled again once she got back to work, back into her story. Werewolf wars and cheerleader politics both took some careful navigation. They kept her busy and involved into mid-afternoon, when Thomas demanded some playtime.
She broke off with Kayleeâs beloved cousin hanging on the thin line between life and death after an ambush. A good place to stop, she decided, and getting back to see what happened would motivate her on the next round.
She played ball-on-a-string with the cat until she could distract him with one of his motion-activated toys, then tended the little terrace garden, harvested some tomatoes, cut herself a little bouquet of zinnias.
And sheâd put it off long enough, she told herself. She picked up her phone, scrolled to Ashâs contact number. It made it all real again. The beautiful blonde begging for mercy. The way her legs kicked the air on the horrible fall, the sudden, brutal impact of flesh and bones on the concrete below.
It was real, Lila thought. It would always be real. Tucking it away didnât change that, so she might as well face it head-on.
A sh worked with the music banging. Heâd started off with Tchaikovsky, certain it would fit the mood, but the soaring notes only bogged him down. He
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