breaths came quicker. Could he see that she was hurting? That she was lonely? That she needed love?
âActually, that means you have a habit of putting other peopleâs feelings first. You should concentrate on what you want, Ash.â
That was the first time heâd called her by her nickname, and God, she loved the familiarity of it. He deviated from the lines and swirled gentle circles in her palm. She sucked in a breath. Heâs killing me. How a man could command anything he wanted with the simple brush of his fingers was beyond her. She knew only that Marcus could.
âYour skin is so soft,â he muttered with a sexy undertone of gravel in his voice. âI could touch it forever.â
âI could let you forever.â That was the truth. It felt so perfect.
He shifted in his seat and his jacket fell openâjust enough for her to see that he was as turned on by this situation as she was. For the first moment of the entire night, she felt as though she could relax. No man changed his mind in that particular state. Or at least, not that sheâd ever experienced.
Mercifully, the car turned in to the parking garage of their building. It was if sheâd been wrenched from a fabulous dream, only to wake up and realize that real life was even better. She cleared her throat, smoothed her hair, thanked the driver. She hadnât scrambled out of a car so fast in her entire life. They hurried inside. She was so relieved the elevator was empty.
Now that things were going the way sheâd hoped, she wanted it to be perfect. âDid you, um, want to come over to my place?â she asked.
âI thought youâd never ask,â he replied, taking her hand, looking at her with a smile that said he wanted to consume her. She was more than ready to be breakfast, lunch and dinner.
âDo you need to check in with the babysitter or something?â
âMy sister is watching Lila. Sheâs fine.â
The elevator dinged and she took his hand, rushing to her door. Once inside, she dropped her handbag on the foyer table, and he very quickly removed his jacket and left it there, as well.
She took his hand and placed it on her shoulder, using his thumb to push off the strap, eager for more than his suit coat to end up on the table.
âWell, then,â he said, smirking, wrapping his arm around her waist and coaxing the second strap off with his other hand.
âYou told me in the limo to concentrate on what I want. Iâm following orders.â The light of the city filtered in through the windows behind him, outlining his broad frame, casting shadows on his strong jaw and down the contours of his neck.
âYou are so beautiful,â he said, caressing her cheek. âI canât wait to see the rest of you.â
âMe, too. I want to find out if that calendar was false advertising or if you really do look that good without a shirt.â
He laughed. âSo you really did look?â
âYes, Marcus. I did.â
* * *
Ashley popped up onto her tiptoes and raised her arms up onto his shoulders. She kissed him with surprising force. He loved that about herâit was like kissing a firecracker dressed up in dynamite. She was a bundle of pure excitement and enthusiasm. She reminded him that he was alive. He couldnât have stopped drinking in her life force if heâd wanted to. Heâd asked himself in the limo if this was a good idea, but he was tired of that question. She wanted him. He wanted her. They were two grown people, capable of making their own decisions. Thinking was for later.
Their lips mashed together eagerly, tongues wound around each other in an endless spiral. He held her flat against him, letting her feel exactly how hard he was, how much he wanted her. He reached for the zipper at the back of her dress and dragged it down. Her breath caught as his hand explored her silky back, his fingers drawing up and down her spine, dipping