housekeeper can put some unguent on her arm . . .â
The girl whimpered, her hand over the burn.
âI know it hurts,â said the Bishop, âbut the pain will go away. Forgive me, my dear. Go with the Father and he will take you to the housekeeper. Sheâll make it feel better. Then sit in the parlor and wait for us. You can read a magazine or something.â
Gregory took the girl away. Alone, the Bishop bowed his head and clasped his hands together. When Gregory returned, the Bishop said, âShut the door.â
Gregory did so. âWhatâs wrong with her arm?â
âDid you see it?â
âNo.â
âGregory,â said the Bishop, âIâm frightened. They say there was a case like this in Bavaria, back in the 1890âs. A little boy. And in Africa a few years after that. In China, too, in the twenties. And in this country, too: in Iowa and in Illinois.â Adopting a matter-of-fact tone, he said, âYou know more than I of such mattersâgive me the psychiatric explanation why a good, devout young girl should suddenly be incapable of stepping inside a church.â
âItâs hard to say,â shrugged Gregory. âI suppose it might have something to do with an unpleasant childhood experience connected in her mind with the Church, or something she has done that makes her feel unclean, unworthy . . .â
âAnd cursing her fatherâhow might that be explained?â
âHe insisted on her attending Mass, which had become abhorrent to her.â
âAnd her advances toward Father Halloran?â
âWell,â ventured Gregory, scratching his head and moving about the room, âpriestsâdespite the vow of chastityâcanât help being a little glamorous, I guess. Weâre symbols of authority, of power. I suppose this might be attractive in a way. And in an already disturbed mind, this could perhaps take the form ofâthe kind of thing Susan felt toward Father Halloran. As for trying to strangle him, it could be nothing more than the old story: a woman scorned.â
âYes,â said the Bishop. âYes, thatâs all very interesting, Gregory. Very plausible.â He stroked his chin, reflectively. âNow tell me why just now, in this room, while her eyes were closed, I pressed a series of coins to her bare skin but when unbeknownst to her I substituted the crucifix from my rosary and pressed
it
to her skin, she cried out in pain.â
Gregory sat down. âThatâs what it was?â
âYes.â
âBut I see nothing in that. If she reacts violently to the church, why not to the cross? And to a girl in her mental conditionâhystericalâitâs not unbelievable that her mind should play a trick on her and make her think the cross had burned her.â
âWhen she didnât know it was a cross?â
countered the Bishop. âHer eyes were closed, remember!â
âAre you sure?â
âIâm sure!â
âBut,â groped Gregory, âeven with her eyes closed she surely could tell the difference between a round coin and a cross. The sense of touchââ
âThere medical science will refute you,â interrupted the Bishop. âAsk that psychologist brother-in-law of yours. He will tell you that the fingertips, yes, are clusters of nerve ends that are extremely sensitive and capable of distinguishing subtle differences in the shapes of objects.
But not the arms
. Try it some time.â
Gregory rubbed his forehead. âI admit Iâm stumped for the moment,â he said, âbut you told me she was
really
hurt, youwanted unguent applied to her arm. Were you just humoring her orââ
âNever mind that now,â said the Bishop. âOne thing at a time.â He seemed to drift away, began talking half to himself. âSt. Michaelâs Church . . . thereâs a kind of fitness to this
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