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    â€œYou see,” began the sailor, “you see I’ve got a little daughter, not so old as you are by a year or two. I dare say you think she’s made of coarse stuff like me, fit for the rough and tumble of life. No such thing. Her hand is white as a sail on a summer sea, and her little round cheek is so soft, Oh, so soft, that when it snugs up to mine it seems as if an angel was touching me, and I feel as if I wasn’t fit for such as her to love and fondle. Yet she loves me; she loves her old dad. She don’t call me Derry Duck, not she. She don’t know any thing about Derry Duck, and what he does when he’s off on the sea. I don’t mean she ever shall. I’d rather die first, gnawed to pieces by a hungry shark. Her mother left her to me, a little two-year-old thing, a clinging little creature that would snug in my arms and go to sleep, whether I was drunk or sober. I killed her mother—sent her to the better country before her time. I didn’t lay my hand to her; I wasn’t bad enough for that. But my ways took the pink out of her cheeks, and made her pine away and just go out of my sight like the wake of a passing ship. Where she had been, there she was not. I loved her, boy, and these eyes cried; these great hands would have willingly been worn to the bone with hard work, if that could have restored her life. I don’t drink any more. I’ve quit that. I haven’t touched a drop since she died. I took to the sea. I made up my mind I wouldn’t kill the little tender thing she left me. She should never die for knowing how bad her father was. I took the little money I had, and bought a real gentleman’s suit of clothes. Then I went to a minister I knew about, in a far away town, where my—never mind where the child’s mother came from—and I asked him and his wife to take care of the little thing, for a sorrowful man that was going off on the sea, and would pay well for what they did. I knew it wasn’t the money that would make them lay their hand to the work; but they had nothing to spare, and I didn’t mean to leave her to charity. I wanted her brought up to be like her mother, in ways that wouldn’t end where I’m going. They took her, and there she is. Nobody can see her without loving her, such a little, dainty, winning, clinging, pretty thing, nine years have made out of the toddlin’ creature I put out of my arms, that ached after her till I was clear out of sight of land. Don’t think I miss seeing her when I’m ashore. Don’t I leave Derry Duck aboard ship, and put on my landsman’s clothes, and ride up to the door where she is, with my pocket full of money. She don’t lack for any thing, I warrant you. She’s dressed like a rose, all in pink and green, with little ribbons fluttering like her little heart when she sees me coming. She’s learning too. Why, she knows most enough to teach the queen, the child does. And then she’s so modest and asks me questions, as if I could tell her every thing. I always have a cold or a headache or something, and can’t say much when I’m there. I keep still, and take my fill of looking at her, and hugging her close to this old tough heart. I wouldn’t let out an oath before her. I’d rather see the Molly go to the bottom in fair weather. I’m scant of my talk, lest I should let out that my way of thinking is different from hers. I wouldn’t have her pretty blue eyes turn away from me, so sorrowful, yet so loving, just as her mother’s used to. I couldn’t bear that. She loves me, that little pure thing, that says its prayers night and morning, and asks God to bless its father on the sea. She’s my angel. Mayhap those little prayers will get heard some day, and a blessing will come to me and make me a different man. Only the Almighty could turn Derry Duck into a father fit for that child’s eyes to