Nevertheless, it did begin to take the sharp edge off her anger.
She pulled in a breath. For some no doubt nonsensical reason, she wanted him to believe her. What he thought of her shouldnât be important but on some deep, troubled level it was.
One more mouthful of the potent liquid, and then she explained tightly, âDad was at Oxford with Jeremyâs father and they kept in touch. After all, they only live twenty-odd miles away. Dad was Jeremyâs godfather and when I was young I used to spend school holidays with them. I think Lady Curtisthought I needed mothering, and Dad was glad to get me out from under his feet.
Then, when I was around thirteen, Lady C. was killed in a riding accident, and my visits stopped. But we still saw Jeremy. He and his father were about the only people we ever saw socially. Dad wanted me to marry him.â
She shrugged slightly, memories clouding her eyes. Marrying Jeremy, and the Curtis fortune, would have been the one and only thing she could have done to actually please her father.
âWas the poor devil in love with you?â Ben demanded. His voice was harsh, a strand of bitterness threading through the obvious scorn.
It was a question he had no right to ask. Besides, she didnât know the answer. Oh, sheâd caught Jeremy looking at her in ways that had made her feel uncomfortable and sheâd been the unwilling recipient of a couple of clumsy, slack-lipped kisses. But loveâno, she didnât truly think so. Lust was more like it and a willingness to fulfil their respective fathersâ wishes in that rather spineless way heâd had.
She merely shrugged, took another gulp of the brandy-spiked milk and widened her eyes in shock as he castigated abruptly, âStill a heartless bitch!â Then his voice flattened, as if control had been sought and found, and he said, âYour letter telling me my services were no longer required was obviously written a little too late. Because by then he must have found out that youâd been having somefun on the side and the engagement never took place. The man must have been gutted.â
He took a pace forward, bending to thrust his face close to hers, his black eyes brimming with contempt. âAnd all you can do is shrug!â
Anger as hot and sharp as his pulsed through her. How dared he act this way! Putting her mug down on the faded Persian carpet she got to her feet, the tilt of her chin mutinous as she countered scathingly, âYouâre trying to put the blame on me for what happened to hide your own guiltâitâs what people do, isnât it? Why should you be any different?â
His dark eyes flared as he took a step towards her. Caroline stood her ground. The situation was explosive but she wasnât going to run away from it. He had been guilty of almost every sin in the book, not she!
The palms of her hands were slick with sweat and the heat of his body consumed her, as if the fire of their anger was pulling them closer instead of pushing them further apart.
His lips curled thinly in a parody of a smile. âIs that so? Then you deny writing to tell me you never wanted to see me again? You didnât even do me the courtesy of telling me to my face.â
Of course she couldnât deny it! She wanted to hit him for trying to put her in the wrong. âYou werenât around.â She spat the words out scornfully. âAfter my father had been to see you, youâd taken off, remember?â
Even now she could hear her fatherâs thin, sarcastic voice, âYou can forget your loutish lover. I offered him money to make himself scarce, and he couldnât take it fast enough. He wonât be back and, if thatâs not enough to cool your ardour, ask young Maggie Pope who fathered that brat of hers.â
Caroline expelled a shaky, emotional breath. She hadnât wanted this bitter confrontation, or the dreadful effect it was having on her body,
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