know where to find you. Sandy will walk you out.â
Eddie moved to the door. âI hope you find the killer.â
âIâm confident,â Tay said. âIâm always confident â¦â
Perlman rubbed his hands briskly. âNice to meet you, Eddie. Sorry about your father. Really I am.â
âThanks.â Eddie nodded at Perlman, then picked up his bag and walked with Scullion back the way theyâd come.
Scullion said, âTayâs an excellent policeman, Mr Mallon.â
âIâm sure.â
âDealing with the public isnât his forte. Heâs brusque at times.â Scullion paused, smiled at Eddie in a forlorn way. âI just wish you had a better reason for visiting our fair city, Mr Mallon.â
âSo do I,â Eddie said.
âAnyhow,â Scullion said, spreading his hands in a gesture intended to suggest that the city might be surprisingly bounteous just the same, âwelcome to Glasgow.â
10
Joyce was waiting for him in the Arrivals lounge.
Sheâd changed her appearance since heâd seen her last. Sheâd shed the black clothes and the aura of existentialist gloom in favour of faded old blue jeans, an oversized T-shirt with a camouflage pattern, tan sneakers with yellow-and-brown striped laces. She still wore shades, but the lenses were royal blue and tiny, not big and black. Her hair had been cropped short and dyed blonde. The style gave her oval face an undernourished quality. She threw herself at him energetically, clutching him hard.
âEddie Eddie, oh Eddie.â
He held her tightly. He had a sense of love, like oxygen flowing to his head; it surprised him how easy it was to love her, because he often imagined absence and distance would eventually erode his feelings, and hers too, but that hadnât come about. And now all at once he was goddam tearful. It was what happened as you got older, heâd noticed. You sniffled more readily at things, choked up at reunions and soft-hearted movie sequences and farewells. One day youâd be a sentimental old fart in an armchair crying into a Kleenex during Itâs A Wonderful Life .
âIâm just so damned glad you came. Hold me and donât let go, Eddie.â
She felt thin, fragile. He wondered how her life had been lived in the five years since heâd seen her. They were neither of them letter writers. They spoke a couple of times a year by phone, and that was it. In New York he thought about her, missed her â but then, like everyone else, he got immersed in the currents of his own life and the promises he made to himself about calling Joyce more often were pushed to a backburner where they simmered. And that was sad, because the years were rolling inexorably away.
Then he was thinking of how far heâd drifted from Jackie Mallon too, and he wanted to say something to Joyce about him, but he was groping for words. Jackie floated before him, the thick eyebrows and the upright walk that was almost military at times, the cheeky dazzle of the smile and the habit the old man had of cupping a cigarette as he smoked, as if he were afraid of a wind blowing it away. It might have been a mannerism born in the drab post-war years, when cigarettes were precious.
I didnât have enough time with him, Eddie thought, I invented him from memories. And he was suddenly consumed by anger. Somebody had killed the old man, and that fucker, whoever he was, would goddam have to pay in the end â
He caught himself in mid-rage, breathed a couple of times deeply, sought calm. Donât go off the deep end. The police are looking for the killer. Theyâll find him.
Joyce said, âIâm all cried out. Talk to me about the living, Eddie. Talk to me about Claire. Tell me about my gorgeous wee nephew.â
He spoke about Claire. He brought her up to date on Mark and the girls who chased him. She linked her arm in his and they walked across the terminal,
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