but she made such a sweet sound of protest between her soft lips that he groaned and kissed her even more deeply.
âKate,â he rasped, finally lifting his head. âIâm not asleep now. We cannot play at thisâitâs like playing with hellfire.â
She stared at him, as if dazed, and he really wanted to sweep her up in his arms and carry her into the next room and . . . Hellfire indeed.
He stood up abruptly, and she would have probably toppled to the floor had he not caught her and set her evenly on her feet with gentle hands.
âKate, Iâve got to go. Danki for the food andâeverything else.â
He watched her for a second and her jewel-blue eyes clouded as if in sadness or disappointment. âYou do think me another Tabitha, Iâm afraid.â
He stepped close and caught her sweet face between both his hands. âDonât say thatâever. Maybe I havenât spoken it right, but itâs not your kisses I want, Kateâitâs all of you. Your generous heart, your tender soul, and your everlasting kindnessâyou make me feel alive inside, and thatâs something no oneâs been able to do for a very long time.â He kissed her once more, rough and hard, then slipped on his boots, grabbed his coat and hat, and went out into the cold evening air.
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Kate left the dishes to soak in the sink and took a single lamp into the bedroom. She undressed and pulled on a flannel nightgown, then climbed quickly into the chilly bed. She hugged the quilts about her, tenderly savoring everything Sebastian had said to her after supper. All of me . . . he wants all of me. She smiled to herself; it seemed that Der Herr was making her dreams come true, and even if she didnât understand everything about Sebastian, she knew he was a gut man and that sheâd love him for all time.
C HAPTER 9
O n Sunday morning, Sebastian was up before the dawn, thanks to the first full nacht âs sleep heâd enjoyed in a long time. And he knew it was because of Kate and the growing feelings he had for her.
He dressed quickly, then hurried over to the dark workshop, nearly jumping out of his skin when Tim hailed him from the darkness.
âSleep right, did ya, boy?â
Sebastian mentally tried to slow his pulse. âDo you have to do that?â he asked in exasperation as he turned on the lights.
âDo what?â Tim asked lazily.
âSkulk around in the dark . . . you know I hate that.â
âAnd you knows I got hoot-owl eyes, boy. So, whatâs the problem? Land âa mercy, anyone would think you wuz in luv, youâre so jumpy.... Oh, now, wait jest a minute here. . . .â
âI donât want to hear it,â Sebastian retorted, switching on the computer and sitting down to check for new toy orders, though he knew he couldnât work on a Sunday.
Tim poked his head in front of the screen, and Sebastian groaned. âYer in love, ainât ya? Admit at least that much.â
âAll right. If you will go away and let me workâIâll tell you.â
Tim withdrew his head. âAll righty. Tell olâ Tim all about it.â
Sebastian drew a deep breath. âIâm going to tell Kate about my past.â
Tim staggered backward and collapsed into a chair. âI thought you were in love, not plumb crazy. What would you do something like that for?â
âYou heard me. I finally found the woman I love, Tim. And if Iâm reading her right, she loves me.â He remembered the sweet innocent passion in Kateâs kiss, the loving emotion she had expressed in their passionate embrace. He didnât have to hear the words from her to know how she felt. Sheâd shown him. And now, heâd have to show her . . . by telling her the truth. âIâm not going to lose her. I want to marry her. She deserves to know.â
âWhen you gonna do it?â Tim asked with the ominous tone that implied
Maureen Child, MAGGIE SHAYNE