a Nonresident Indian from Stockholm. She is excited about going to Sweden, a country about which I know next to nothing.
In the afternoon the manager calls me to his cubicle. âSapna, I was just checking your sales figures. You are top of the list again,â he beams at me. His forced, yellow, toothy grin reminds me of an old Hindi film villain called Jeevan, putting me instantly on my guard. Madan smiles only when he wants to coax a favour out of an employee, like requiring us to stay overtime or come to work on a Sunday.
âYou remember Mr Kuldip Singh, the man who bought a truckload of goods last week?â he continues.
âYou mean that farmer from Haryana?â
âYes, yes.â Madan nods. âWell, he called today to say that no one in his household knows how to operate any of those appliances. Now he wants someone from the shop to come to his village and explain all the operating instructions. You understand?â
âYes, so why donât you send one of the sales boys?â
âThatâs the problem,â Madan sighs. âHe wants only you. Apparently you impressed him no end. So hereâs the deal. We want you to go to his village tomorrow, and show him how the TV and the washing machine and the music system and DVD player work. Weâll bear all your travel costs and, on top, youâll receive five hundred rupees for expenses.â
âIâm not wasting my Sunday just for five hundred rupees.â
âThink of it as easy money. Iâve found out that it takes just three hours to Chandangarh village. You could easily go in the morning and return by evening. Is it okay with you?â
âItâs not okay. How can you ask a single woman to go all alone to a remote village?â
âI understand, I understand.â Madan waggles his head. âBut Gulati sahib will consider this a personal favour. Please, just this once,â he pleads.
âI canât go this Sunday,â I say with a grave shake of the head. âIt is Alkaâs birthday.â
âWho is Alka?â
âMy sister, who died two years ago.â
âWhy do the dead have to interfere with the affairs of the living?â he mutters under his breath, before nodding resignedly. â Theek hai. Can you at least go on Monday?â
âYes, that should be possible. But Iâll not stay longer than a few hours in that village. At what time will the taxi report to my house on Monday?â
âTaxi? Who do you think you are? Priya Capoorr? Youâll take a bus, understand?â
I feel like telling him to go take a hike but thereâs only so far you can push Madan and I think Iâve pushed him close enough today.
If ever I get to become the CEO of the ABC Group, the first thing Iâll do is buy up Gulati & Sons, and make Madan the office sweeper. For now, however, I simply nod and swallow my pride.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
An air of deep unsettling gloom hangs over the house. The cruel and mocking stillness of fate. Today is Alkaâs birthday. She would have been seventeen today. Mother dabs at her eyes. I have a lump in my throat that refuses to go away. The mood of homage and penitence wraps me in its suffocating embrace.
There has not been a single day in the last two years when I have not thought of Alka. The dead donât die. They simply transform into phantoms, hovering about in the air, preying on our thoughts, invading our dreams. Alkaâs absence haunts me every day, but more so today. Thereâs something particularly damning about being alive on your dead sisterâs birthday.
As I sit staring at her photograph, consumed by survivorâs guilt, memories of our time in Nainital come rushing back to me.
We used to live in Number 17, a large, four-bedroom house on the campus of Windsor Academy, an all-boys residential school, where Papa was the senior teacher for mathematics. Built in the 1870s, the school is like a
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