Something glistened on her cheek. âI didnât know banshees could just plain cry.â
âNor did I.â She swiped at her cheek. âPotent Mother Maeve. Must be because I have a body again. Iâve not done this for centuries.â A tear ran down the other cheek. She let it go. âI am almost enjoying it.â
âHow long since you saw anyone from your family?â
âI saw my father . . . oh, it must be many hundreds of years ago. I donât know the numbers.â She flipped the top card off her Trivial Pursuit stack and made a show of studying it, although Conor doubted she even saw it. âI tell myself stories about my lifeâhow I died, that I was betrothed to a man who stank, how I danced with . . . Well, never mind that. But I canât remember how it
felt
: the touch of my motherâs hand, the sound of the childrenâs voices. I know there was pain and sorrow, but itâs all so distant from me now.â
âThatâs good, isnât it?â
She smiled thinly. âYes, I suppose. But the joys are distant, too.â
There was that mosquito-flute sound again. Conor tried to shake it out of his head, but failed. âWhat
is
that music? Itâs driving me nuts.â
âWhat music?â Ashling sounded subdued.
âShh. Listen. Donât you hear it? And . . . and there it is, that sweet, smoky smell.â
Ashling looked up. âI do smell smokeâis it not your own cooking fire?â
Conor shook his head. âYou donât hear the music?â
âNo, none at all.â
âItâs
constant
.â Conor shut his eyes to catch the tune. Sure enough, it was the same one heâd been hearing all day. He whistled it.
She wrinkled her forehead. âI used to know that tune, but I canât remember . . . Where did you hear it?â
âI told you. Itâs in my head and I canât get rid of it.â
âWhistle it again.â
He did.
She shook her head. âNo. I cannot remember. Perhaps something I heard from my father . . . I donât know.â
âWhat happened to your father, anyways?â
Ashling didnât answer, but whistled the flute tune under her breath.
âHey.â Conor jiggled her elbow. âI asked, what happened to your father?â
She gave her head a shake. âI donât know where he is. I am sure heâs been sent back again and again. He could be you for all I know.â
âHoly macaroni.â He was just Conor . . . Could he be Maedoc, too? A big hairy guy in furs, who fought with a sword and had his eyebrows under controlâhow could that guy be him?
âOr maybe not.â Ashling took his chin in her hand and gazed into his eyesâfor a minute, the whole world was merry blue with wedges of gray. Her breath was on his cheek, smelling like woodsmoke but also the fresh air when you came out of the subway. His stomach gurgled.
Ashling let go of his chin.
âSo?â Conor said.
She fumbled for her comb. âYou may be somebody, but I donât know who.â She started unbraiding her hair. She wouldnât say anything more.
Conor changed into his pajamas in the bathroom, head spinning. Who
was
he? And who was Ashlingâa monster threatening his family, or a girl who missed her dad?
It was too much; he couldnât figure it out; it was no fair that he was going through all this. No fair at all.
But one thing was almost certain: Whatever she was, monster or girl, Ashling had come for Grump.
She wasnât going to get him. He, Conor OâNeillâwho used to be somebody else, maybe somebody braveâhe would not allow it.
Chapter Six
There are drums behind the flutes. He moves closer, watching the dancers circle a bonfire, hand in hand. There is Ashlingâs red headâsheâs holding hands with a woman on one side, a brawny young man on the other.
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