Read Online Teach Me by Ashleigh Townshend - Free Book Online

explores my mouth with his tongue. I close my eyes and think of the hand jobs I’ve given, the private shows I have done for men who are far worse, and I try not to let it bother me. If I hadn’t met Lucas, and this situation was not so fucked up, it’s not like I would mind a threesome. I just don’t want it to be with these two.
    He turns on the camera now that he’s hard and tells me to get on the bed. I do, lying on my back, and Tim tells Trina to sit on my face. I can’t believe she’s going along with this, since she has no reason to do so, but she does. She grinds her pussy into my face and I start licking the slit. In college, I had my moments of experimentation and it’s not the first time I have been with a girl. I just wish the circumstances were better. I try to detach from the emotion and focus on the physical, which admittedly is not even bad. Trina is loving what I am doing with my tongue and I reach my fingers up to tease her clit while I eat her pussy.
    Tim gets between my legs and reaches around Trina, pulling her back toward him so he can stroke her tits, and then he slides his now fully hard cock into me. He’s nowhere near as big as Lucas, but I have to say, he’s pretty good sized. If I forget everything else, he’s pretty good with it, too. He slides partway in, waits, flicking the inner walls with the head, and then when I moan against Trina’s cunt, he pushes deeper. He repeats this move several times until I actually want him to fuck me hard and after Trina comes all over my face, Tim makes me get on my hands and knees. He makes me face the cameras and there is no way I can deny that it’s me if the video gets out. Trina kneels down on the floor in front of me after giving the camera a huge small, so I can’t deny it’s her, either, and then kisses me as Tim rams me hard from behind. No matter how bad this is, how wrong it is, how much I care about Lucas despite also hating him, and how fucked I am if this gets out, Tim fucking me is still too good for me to pretend I hate it and I come, ashamed that I like it as much as I do. I groan as he fucks me hard for the world to see, and then he comes across my ass. I am a fucking horrible person , I think, as I collapse on the bed.
    Tim opens the door and takes Trina with him. “She’s all yours, if you want to fuck her a few times. She’s a nasty slut,” he says to Lucas.
    Lucas comes in and he’s angry. I’m angry, since he put me in this position, and he pulls me up into a sitting position.
    “Did you actually like it?” He growls.
    “What was I supposed to do, Lucas? It was that or have him fuck me against my will. You gave me no way out. If I had to do it, what did you want me to do?”
    It’s all too much and I start to cry, which will probably be on the video, too. He brushes the tears from my face.
    “Miss Lawlor, I am so sorry,” he says.
    “Savannah. At this point, I probably won’t be Miss Lawlor for much longer. Lucas, you have gotten me into one big fucking mess. I kinda wish you had never walked into the club that night.”
    “Please don’t say that. Please. I swear to you – I will win this fucking fight and when I get the money, I will start losing. Then, when I get out, no more drugs, no more fighting, no more of this shit.”
    Do I want to wait that long? I don’t know the answer to that, and I certainly don’t know how I feel about continuing to be involved in a situation that makes me feel more like a whore than a girlfriend. “When you win, come see me. And give me that fucking video,” I tell him. Then I dress, gather my things, and get the fuck out of there. I don’t even care how he gets home. I am done with this until he fixes it.

 
    Ten
     
    I try to get my shit together once I finish the nonsense with Lucas. At school, I am focused and driven. After school, I grade, plan, and go to bed early. For two weeks, I am the picture of a good educator. I don’t even call Leo about my dancing job. I