to her feet. The freaks are closing in on us, but thereâs still room for what Iâve got in mind. I tell Christina to make a run for it, Iâll be right behind her, but I can see it in her eyes, sheâs not buying it. She knows I plan to do the hero thing and from the way she squares her shoulders, itâs plain sheâs going to stick with me. I appreciate the gesture, but whatâs the point of both of us dying if the uglies might be satisfied with only one?
âJust go,â I tell her.
We have to breathe through our mouths, the reekâs so bad, a combination of the Dumpster and the monster boys coming for us.
Christina shakes her head. âSing,â she says.
I look at her like sheâs gone insane. The freaks have got us boxed in now, a semicircle of greasy long faces, eyes glittering with this weird inner glow. The smell of them is almost overpowering. Itâs too late for either of us to make a break. Too late for anything.
âSing?â I say.
She nods. âMaybe we can get them going.â
I try to keep myself between her and the freaks. I can see the pleasure grow in them as they savor the moment. I remember the last couple of photos on that damn roll of film I was stupid enough to pick up and get developed. Theyâre going to have some fun with us tonight.
âYouâre not making sense,â I tell her.
âItâs like your friend the priest said.â
Ex-priest, I think. And heâs not my friend. Heâs just some old drunk who could have done a better job of convincing me these monsters are real.
âHe said a lot of stuff â¦â I start to say, but Christinaâs not listening.
She starts in with the drawn-out refrain from âGloria.â Her singing voice is high and sweet and it breaks my heart that these freaks are going to silence it forever. But something strange happens with the monsters. They cock their heads and listen. Oh great, I think. Good choice. A hymn to their old boss. Thatâll win them over. But they start to sing along with her, first one, the others falling in with harmonies, and the sound is unbelievable. Itâs like sunrise, a cathedral sound filled with light and mystery and the great swelling feeling you get in your chest when somethingâs just too beautiful for words.
Then I realize what Christina meant. Sullyâs wingless angels. Get them singing, he told me, and theyâll get all maudlin and homesick. And maybe too distracted to pull us to pieces.
Christina falls silent, her own pretty singing shamed before these celestial voices. Damned if tears donât come to my eyes as their voices wash over us, echoing and bouncing throughout the alley until it sounds like a choir of thousands. I know we should be trying to slip away, but itâs just too mesmerizing. Christinaâs crying beside me. Hell, even the uglies have tears streaming down their cheeks.
I donât know how long we stand there listening, but finally I stir. I take Christinaâs hand and lead her past the freaks with their honey gold voices, my heartbeat drumming wildly as we approach, then pass in between two of them. But they keep right on singing, faces lifted to the sky, tears flowing, and we just head off down the alley, walk around to the front of the hotel and walk inside. We get a hard stare from the concierge, and I canât blame him. I know how bad we look, Christina in that dress, both of us disheveled and shaky like a pair of junkies. But I give him as hard a stare back that tells him in no uncertain terms that Iâll bust him in the head if he even thinks of kicking us out. He gets real busy with some papers behind his counter.
âDonât take it out on him,â Christina said. âWhat happened to us wasnât his fault.â
I realize sheâs right. Maybe heâs an officious little prick, maybe heâs just doing his job. But I canât take it out on him, my
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