want another drink?â
âI believe that would be in order. Long conversations make for dry throats.â
I leave him with his drinks, absorbed in the game once more.
âLetâs try it,â Christina says when I finish my story.
All I can do is look at her across the table, and Iâll admit thatâs not hard on the eyes, even with the vinyl dress, but I canât believe sheâs taking any of this seriously.
âSullyâs a drunk,â I tell her.
âYou said he was a priest.â
âEx-priest, as in no more.â
âHe knew what they were, straightaway.â
âHe
said
he knew what they were. Thereâs a big difference. I could make up as good a story. I mean, really. Angels?â
âCome on,â she says, those big eyes of hers just drawing me in.
Iâm going to tell her no?
I have to tell you the truth here. What I said before was only partly true. We are only friends, but Iâve always had a thing for her. Who wouldnât? Sheâs smart and pretty and sheâs got a heart as big as the sky is wide. When she turned me down, back when we first met, I took it at face value and settled for being pals. Funny thing is, I like having her for a friend. I never had a woman for a friend before and itâs an experience Iâd recommend. For one thing, I come away from our conversations with things to think about, and let me tell you, that doesnât happen around the guys I know. Before I knew Christina, I never gave a whole lot of thought to what weâve been doing to the world, what we do to each other. I minded my own business and asked others to do the same. But how hard is it to clean up after yourself or to look out for someone worse off than you are?
So being friends is good, and I donât want to lose that. But if she wants to take it to another level, Iâm not going to complain.
See, anyone Iâm going to be serious with in the romance department, weâve also got to be friends. I donât want to end up like my parents who could barely tolerate each other. I want it to mean something, us being together. I want us to look forward to being together, instead of thinking up excuses as to why Iâve got to get out of the apartment, just to get some breathing space. That was always the old manâs line. He couldnât breathe around Ma and us kids.
So would I go chasing down the monstersâ victim for Christina, given that I donât believe either he or the uglies exist? Hell, Iâd go look up Lucifer, slap him silly and damn the consequences, if thatâd make her happy. Which is how we end up wandering the streets long past midnight, and where I blow it because I canât keep my mindâmy intent, as Sully put itâon this victim. When Iâm not thinking about Christina, Iâm thinking about these monsters, how good the costumes were in the pictures, the time that had to have gone into making them, the way they set up the shots, and the next damn thing you know, weâve got them chasing us down Williamson to the waterfront and all my doubts go out the window. Because whatever these freaks are, theyâre not make-believe.
âThey mustâve felt us thinking so hard about their victim,â Christina says when we duck into an alleyway thatâll take us in behind the Harbor Ritz.
âI was thinking about them,â I tell her.
She gives me a look, half angry, half scared.
âJesus, Sammy. You brought them right to us. You werenât
supposed
to be thinking about
them.â
So sheâs not all that happy with me, with good reason, and I hate the way it feels, but right now weâve got more serious concerns on our mind. Like staying alive.
Thatâs when we try hiding out behind the Dumpster and you know how well that turns out.
Okay, I think. Iâve made a mess of things so far, but I can still make good. For Christina, anyway.
I stand up and pull her
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