âI donât.â
âBut you want to,â he supposed confidently.
Fighting a guilty flush, she said, âLook, I want Joey to be a man every bit as much as you and Edmond did, but I draw the line at endangering his health.â She held up a hand, stop-sign fashion, staving off the refuting comment Chase was about to make. âBecause I know how much this means to Joey, however, Iâve already decided Iâll let him continue to play ball, providing he doesnât get beat up again. If he does, all promises are off.â
Chase was glad to see she was being reasonable. âIf he gets slugged again,â Chase vowed, âIâll go talk to the coach myself.â An occasional scuffle was to be expected. Habitual brawling was not.
Hope nodded acquiescently, looking grateful for his help now. Like Chase, she seemed to know there were times when Joey missed his father and needed a man. âFair enough,â she conceded reluctantly, accepting his subtle offer of truce.
The silence strung out between them. Chase regarded her flushed, upturned face silently. Strangely and unexpectedly, he was reluctant to leave just yet. Looking at her in the dimming light, he was aware once again of how beautiful she was, how vulnerable. While he admired her boundless love for her son and her strength of purpose in managing the store, he did not like the fact that she always seemed to withhold much, much more than she ever said. He never knew what she was thinking. Only that he was excluded.
Because he had no reason to linger, Chase said a neutral goodbye and headed back to the guest house. Walking across the lawn, he thought about how much he liked women who dealt directly, who werenât afraid to speak their minds. Hopeâs secretiveness simultaneously disappointed him and made him all the more curious. Was she really the deceiving home wrecker Rosemary claimed? Or the loving angel his father had depicted? Her actions regarding her son seemed to point to the latter, but if that were the case and she indeed had nothing to hide about her relationship with Edmond, then why was she so afraid of divulging more about herself? Was she like his ex-fiancé, Lucy, just incapable of disclosing intimate details about herself? Or was it something else?
Dammit, he thought on a new burst of frustration and pique.Why wouldnât Hope just tell him how, why, when and where she and his dad had gotten involved? Instead, she simply stated over and over that she had loved Edmond. Did she think him hard-hearted and judgmental? Or was there more going on?
Having been around Hope, Chaseâs heart was telling him to ignore his motherâs strident accusations against her, to ignore the facts, and trust in Hopeâs inherent goodness exactly the way his father had. He didnât know whether that made him a fool, but one way or another he was going to find out the whole truth before he left again. It was the only way heâd ever have any peace.
If Hope wouldnât voluntarily vindicate herself in his eyes, heâd just have to do it for her.
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H OURS LATER , Hope stood at her bedroom window looking down at the pool. Chase was swimming laps as intensely as if he were training for the next Olympics. Watching his sturdy body slice through the glistening blue water, she thought she knew precisely how he felt. Their âlittle talkâ about Joey and her marriage had her still strung up tighter than a bow. Had he not been down there swimming off his tension in the pool, she wouldâve been. Going into the adjoining sitting room, she climbed purposefully onto her exercise bike and began to work out. And once again, her thoughts turned back to Chase.
Theyâd never meant to say even half of what they had. Considering how many years and at what cost theyâd been steadfastly avoiding each other, it wasnât surprising that they had finally spoken their minds.
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