Iâm insane.â
âThere, there, my dear,â Deborah murmured soothingly. âCalm yourself.â
Madeline put her hands over her ears. âDonât say that!â she shouted, losing control completely. âThatâs what everybody always said to Mama.â
Madeline began to laugh wildly. Mama! I mentioned Mama, she thought. Now everyone will know that I am crazy.
Deborah slapped Madeline sharply across the face.
Madelineâs cheek stung. Her whole face tingled. She collapsed onto the kitchen chair. Her head dropped against the table as she tried to hold back hysterical sobs.
I canât start crying. If I do, I know Iâll never stop.
âIâm sorry I had to do that, Madeline,â Deborah apologized as she patted Madelineâs shoulder. âBut your behavior left me no other choice. And itâs a good thing you brought up your mother. I wanted to do it myself, but I didnât know how. I know your mother wasânot quite right in the head.â
âSay it,â Madeline whispered. She lifted her head and stared straight at her cousin. âGo ahead. My mother was crazy and you think Iâm just like her.â
âNo, I donât think youâre just like her,â Deborah answered. She sat down next to Madeline.
âNot yet. But I think you could be like your mother, Madeline. Particularly if you keep letting your imagination carry you away.
âYou are very important to Justin, Madeline. Your Cousin Marcus and I both saw that at once. Yesterday Justin took care of you after your accident. Why on earth would he want to hurt you today?â
âI donât know,â Madeline replied. âCousin Deborah, I just donât know.â
âDidnât he offer any explanation for what happened?â
Madeline thought for a moment. Justin had called some sort of explanation after her, hadnât he?
âI think he said something about the rose thorn being poisonous,â she answered slowly. âThat he had to suck the blood out to make sure the poison wouldnât hurt me.â
Deborah clapped her hands in excitement. âThere!You see? Itâs a perfectly logical explanation. Justin is a doctor. He knows about such things. Why on earth didnât you believe him?â
âBecauseââ Madeline began, then stopped.
Why didnât I believe him? It all seems so hazy now.
âDid something else happen in the rose garden, perhaps?â Deborah asked, her sharp green eyes watching Madeline closely. âSomething youâre not telling me?â
Madeline felt her face start to burn.
Deborah pounced. âSo, something else did happen.â
Madeline nodded. âJustin kissed me.â
Deborah uttered a delighted squeal and clapped her hands again. âI knew it!â She reached over and hugged Madeline in a suffocating embrace. âI see what happened now. Itâs all so simple. But Iâm not surprised you didnât see the answer, my dear. Youâre only a young girl, after all. Justinâs kiss must have awakened strong feelings in you.â
Deborah sounded so knowing. So wise about such matters. Is that what happened? Madeline wondered.
âYou were in such a state,â Deborah reminded her. âYour emotions were heightened. Then something frightening and unexpected occurred. Your imagination got the better of you. You lost control. Youâll have to work on that, my dear. We donât want you turning out like your poor mother.â
Madelineâs relief was so great that she felt dizzy. Deborahâs explanation made perfect sense.
Justinâs kiss had aroused deep feelings in her. He wasnât trying to hurt me, Madeline thought. It was just my overactive imagination running away with me. Thatâs all.
If I can control it, I wonât end up like Mama. All I have to do is stay in control.
âIâm afraid I have to say this, Madeline,â
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